Tuesday, December 28, 2004

yesterday when i cleaned my room with mum for the coming new year....she all of a sudden asked me with an innocent smile tt how many presents i received this year?... i turned up head from busyness and looked into her eyes,replied:'i got many.'....each time i scare she would ask me some questions eg.present,cOz im a failure....but sometimes the more you avoid something,the more you would face it soon....she was happy for me and asked without a bad intention:'Where are they?give me see a while.den which friend they are?Have you gave them their present??'....
i smiled:'ya....haha,they v happy they have a great friend lK me....',and passed a present jas gave me to her,that one which gt my name inside..only one i can find......
'oh.....em...nt bad...em...else?'
'em..oh,.i ate finish already.....haha..'i kept smile....but deep inside i have didn't know where was i at that moment....
'hai~~u this child...never think of me...hai....gt friend forget me...hai.....well,what presents are they??'mum sighed at me with joke...
'haha....chocolate lo something lk that...many fav la they gave...such as,******...haha...'i imagined all chocolate fav i know in mind and told her at once,smiling....oh,as long as my mum feel relief,i don't mind whatever lies i say...being a daughter,i really don't want my mother see me sad on face or what....i can't!!!...have to be happy,have to!!!!!!!
'haha....gt present le..haha...happy la hOr you this time...no longer feel alone?? childish!...haha....but don't forget next time leave some for me!,ok??'.........mum want me happy,while i want to see her happy..........haha....ya,won't alone anymore,i still have my mum at my side,fOreveR!!!!!! *I LOVE YOU,MA!!!!

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