Happy teacher's day!!!!!!!!!.....However,Pardon me for i haven't found a great teacher in our school.......Emh.....bad Sia!!!....later all teachers cry till siao and their hearts might break into piece.....=p.....i'm so sorry,but the truth is,in my opinion, there really is no good one lo...paisei!!!!!....Em....except Madam Noorzura and Mr.Lim,teach Physics one...two of them not bad i feel...haha

4got reporting my Chi compro paper 1 ytd....haha....haha.....haha......tO be perfectly honest,it's worse 2 the core 4 me......=p.....what else word can i express except laughter??.....No teacher in our school got enough depth to understand what i am trying 2 express....=p....hehe.....i am not wonder,but affirm YES....haha....jkjk....but still feel very depress to my former Master.....i feel so sorry 4 him......Em...haix...if he know my level have degenerated till such ridiculous area,i wonder i might would die soon.....Master is a gentleman i ever seen....he would give me a the most coldest and saddest look insteading of scolding me when he feel upset to me and how useless am i.....ohmygod......feel pissing off....sUcks me....i cannot stand all the moment of speechless.....ecpecially from e ppl i love......but,.....haix......hehe......Suan le.....always lk tt....have to learn using it to be used.....haha

suppose playing badminton after school with Xt...bt xt last minute say lazy le....hehe......den @ not going with Jr they all....den no idea ...juz go home lo after shopping with Jas and Xt......tt's all....
PLUS: Next monday is Chi 'N' level exam......perpare taking A1 in MT,friends,dunt forget what did i say be4 pls,your can do it,trust yourselves juz enough can.....all of you better than me cOz your can speak in chinese whenever your want.....unlike me taking one language to say only....Em......think what write down what during e exam hours.....lastly,You Are The Best!!!!!!!!.....=D......Me too la,of course!!!!!!.....pOwer!!!!!!....add oil!!!!....*smile,always*....lOvE yA.

Stay at home...no fixed place to go....juz online,sign in MSN,saw L and asked whether he got blog anot and half joked if he never write my name in his blog and juz no need tell me le coz i don't recognize any words except my own name and i won't give him mine as well....den he paused there 4 a while dunno what happened, then juz typed a damn lame and stupid sentence 2 me:'ur blog blackground is white 1 rit?.....blogspot.com.'...and tis time turned me stopping there speechless......My mama!!!!....Tat means you know what is my blog already huh??...how long you read already??how come i didn't know??...em...of cooOooourse i wouldn't know tt la if he choose no say out...no1 would tell me except him ma.....eEeEeEeeeeeee......haha.....embarrassed 2 let him know such alot stupid stuffes can??.....feel down these weeks,den type what did i feel abt him....den while i am happy tt he self doesn't know and read it,he started telling me he has knew alright....what a joke!!!!!!.....haha....Em...recall sth you said...4got when,22-Aug,maybe...e time when u remind me watching my tenses coz i still have some probloms with them and past n present tense as well,den i want 2 ask where got you would know my mistakes,but ending thought it's nothing and juz never ask ....haha,hai...regret never ask at tt day la....whatever le....haha...got clear better than blur ever,after all... hehe....if i know you know,i wouldn't waste time 2 type these le ma but directly tell you le can??..wolaO...88.....Anyway,always feel these days you seemed 怪怪的 if i am not wrong-eyes....haha...y u always wear a smile on e face a??.....happy 2 see me a?haha...=p....hApPy4EvEr.

go to NTUC,starting want 2 buy sth for friends 4 enjoy our sch day a little bit tomorrow.....but suddenly recall what did my Dad react and say....his first reaction was unbelief and then he asked me whether my friends hinted they would become fat coz of my snacks once....i laughed and replied NO,they wouldn't.....den duno y he juz started scolding what a STUPID his daughter is!!!!... .what a sUck!......Hate my dad!!!!!!!!........1st time start 2 consider what else can i do for them excpet buying sweets,potato chips and some tiny stuff??.....shit,nO more else can.....hate me is a useless person hu no ability 2 make them happy and feel needed........shit

woke up at 7.30am by my Mum's punch....cOz she was happy tt she finally has extra time 2 cook breakfast 4 me in e early morning......Em...she felt so touching she said....so,always wearing a smile on her small face nonstop when i was eattng Mee feng she cooked.....ohmygod....my hair all stand up can?....haha....lOvE yA,mum!!!!!!!!!!!...yOu ArE tHe BeSt MoThEr In ThIs WoRlD iN mY hEaRt,i PrOmIsE!!!!!!!!!!!
Went to school coz of chemistry remidal.....reached there at 9.55 around....den i'm the first one...walked around and brumped into Joanna and Meili they all...den walked back class and sat with Nursiah and Seri......None of my friends got go....starting there are 2 of them suppost they would come...i heard them den i come le....bt they didn't in the end....Em...whatever.....den sat with them and we got each other along very well.....lastly,all of us who were attentence took photo with teacher....hehe.....i finally realized a thing:NOBODY CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT SOMEBODY!!!....you can make new friends whenever you want,after all.....the main difference between new friends and good friends is whether you are faithfully to trust them.....finding a people hu you would simply trust is a not easy thing.....not simple,really...feel a part of heart steat breaking 2 piece and ach till can't breath....hehe.......how stupid am i!!!!!!!OKOK......I OFF

.........nothing 2 include about today.....got math common test....some words i wasn't sure,some gragh wasn't very clear,and some answers were not simple correct i guess....all in all.....some marks i confirm losting and maybe will fail in math.....Ohmygod,pig finally would start learning how 2 fly le alright?!!!!.....coz i might would fail my math tis time.....emh......hope it would not success......emh.....haix...bt ok la.......past time is past 4 me....dunt waste time 2 think 22 much......
Em....haha.....ask A about what truth feeling of J 4 k.....den pour a lot of rubbish 2 him....den he scold me wOw.....cheup......den he said he hasn't do anything for his crush...haha......so,from this part,i know i better than him le......haha.....,no idea 2 copy from him there le...=p........suan le.....haha.....whatever.....wOow...Watch Taekwondo march in Channel Live at 9.25pm,CoOl,CoOl,CoOl!!!!!!!

During PE,play badminton with @..damn funny...great sport of dietting....diet,diet,diet currently fill in my mind.....wOlao...it make me crazy can?!!!....feel hungry all day but juz cannot eat anything into.....haha......sUcks....its all that old Ningwei's fault....duno what is ' control myself' be4....all day knew eatting only..haha......siaO....haha.....these day lucky have @ with me and make me laugh all time and i just can forget tt uncomfortable a sense of starvation....otherwise duno how about me now...haha.....
haha....2day bring Potato chip 2 school...happy 2 look them seem very enjoy it.....glad 2 look @ eatting a lot....haha.......she seldom willing 2 eat other's thing before....excpet Jas's sweats.....duno y...maybe is afraid of poison would be inside ba......haha..jkjk.....i feel i am so clever that juz sharing a guan cheaped chipped potato with friends and then let them happy le and they juz would love me more.....haha.......what a good idea!!! talent la.........haha..
okok....Yvonne and Yolanda a.....haha...tan bai jiang hOr....both of you r really very cute at times...especially when yooooou are laughing non-stop lo......haha...okok.....i won't betray you and say out tt these phrases are forced by u de la.....okok??...believe me la hOr....i won't tell anyone how thin face you are de....lalala.....pretty gurs!!!!!!!!.....88
yA...anyway,2 of them guess me prouding of Luwis.....haha......what a joke!....how poor thing tis guy is!!!!!....ok lO...whatever la...haha...but dunt tell other ppl hOr,otherwise later Vicky Huiwen could start jealous and kill me......Oh mygod!!!..so scare de wOw....haha.

Friday Weekly刊登了我的文章，几天的兴奋在真的面对的时候也相对淡下了很多，很平静地开报纸，找我的作文，又很平静地读了一遍，没什么感触了，只是当Karen也开始注意到的时候才觉得有一点感动，不，是很多点的感动。。。what else can i do for my friends??.....就是这样，让所有人认识她们，所有人都知道朋友的好，她们的好。。。至少她们本人一定要知道这个世界真的有人感谢她们，真心的。。。我做到了！！！！！。。。=]....lOve yA
有时真的觉得很愧疚K，她应该和J 在一起的，也许会更快乐。。。possessed我没能力给她的快乐。。。。你可以说我，i got no confidence on myself...我无言。maybe yes,因为陪在我身边，她失去了太多太多，至少我觉得太多。和4个朋友在一起，compare to和只有一个人的我一起，哪个比较快乐？当然是4 个朋友的那一边，人多的地方笑声也一定很多。害她疏远快乐的人是我，因为我孤僻，因为我不可以同时面对两个朋友，不可以也不愿意，每个人的地位在我心中永远不可能是平等的。无论谁和K一起，我一定会偏向K那边，有很多东西不是我可以控制的，比如感情。我不愿不公平，可是只要一扯上情感，我一定是很一意孤行，只在乎我希望在乎的人。。。。这就是不公平，我控制不了的不公平。心情突然觉得低落了。。。i off le.....leave me alone if u feel boring.........

Em...today MT prelim test....wrote alot rubbish in my paper 1....really is nonsense....and i feel tis time my composition finally will out of point le.....Li ti....duno y i would felt blurring as the test was going on....den juz recess,after brought drinks ad bread from canteen,6 of us were going 2 go back class 4 studying...but later i suddenly saw them sitting tt chairs (???)where are under e tree in e yard there and chatting...in GUZHEN's room there...den i juz pulled K and said:'ha,look who!!!'....den k turned back and started talking wif J...hehe...originally,remainder of 5 of us were going 2 wait 4 her,bt we,after all,nice and grace of ppls like us,don't want 2 interrupt 2 of gd ad old friends talking, so we juz carried on the way 2 class no stop....then she yelled me down,i refused cOz some unknown reasons....observed Ms Chuan went over and then K and me told her tt paper 1 not easy....haha...ending we back ad still went over where were they sitting,ad K carried on their stuffs with J.....hoped saying sth wif him,face 2 face,bt just cannt open e mouth....haha...no idea....so,i leaned back against e wall and took a deep breath,while he sat there keeping act his cool....raised my head and found him raising his head too.....silently looked each other awhile then next second,without a hint we suddenly turned face on both of them at the same time.....haha....funny sia...lame......hehehe...
2mor get SS,no idea how 2 pass it....read le bt cant memory them.....depend lo..whatever le....=p....2day need 2 overnight alright...88

Spent a happy moments thru today in sch with @ ad xt and Jas they all....haha.....
Jas suddenly become very very understanding and grace in front of me today during POA remi after school....like a mummy,treated me very well and gentle,whole time....gentle?....its very hard to image to her rit??..dunt wonder...haha....i confirm your eyes no promble.....yes,she is quite gentle 2 me today....lalala.....ad ytd also.....these days all,too.....wOW...jAsline baby,pOwer,PoWeR...lOvE Ya...aren't u finally find me is a very v v good ppl le,are you?or.....aren't you fall in lOve these days tt ur mood v happy?...hahaha....whatever la..as long as dunt leave me and lOve me more juz can le!.....not too hard ba?.haha..carry on smiling at life hOr...happy,always!!......
Xt also simply change 2 mature lady alot these 2 days alright...clever in talking le....nice man...prond of u....congret u finally grow older le....i mean mature tt side one.....haha......
me,too....go learn how 2 choose better words more carefully 2 friends and carry more confidence in myself to make them feel a sense of security from me here....=]
and,turn @ a,haha...at tis time,no need including too much thankful sentense for you i guesssss.....cOz i know tt you know how big places do you have in my heart!!...too huge to count....all i know is our friendship for me would never fade....NEVER!...LOVE YA FOREVER!!!!!!!..haha
happy4ever,friends!!!!
>>>i juz want 2 make my friends happy.....if u feel boring with me,juz leave me alone can....i dunt mind....i really scare i unable 2 be a gd ppl 4 ppls i lk ad make them feel boring...dislike to be alone,but if ppl feels unhappy or depress with me along,i juz prefer to be alone....without ppl around me,i would feel,at least,being freedom instead of being hurtful...i can't stand seeing a ppl doesn't carry expression on e face and walk without smilin most of e time can....expecially sb hu i care 4 alot.....D like tt,u also like tt!!!!!.....bt she was past tense,u are present 4 me....u hurt me rather than her...more and more and more.

If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with...
A great love is when you shed tears and still cares for him & still longs for him, he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say " I'm happy for you " (:
The worst thing in the world is seeing the one you love with the one they love. you always leave the ones who leaves you and leaves the one who loves you.
Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel and not how you let go but how you hold on.
A guy and a girl can be just friends , but.. at one point or another,one of them will fall for the other , maybe temporary , maybe at wrong time , maybe too late , maybe .. Just maybe... forever...
---------COPY FROM MEICHEN'S BLOG
there is a deeply affected at seeing this sayings.....touched to the heart.....haha......stupid i am!

Today is National day.......Singapore's 39th birthday.....he said to him,ND is a normal day only....maybe his family no celebrate today ba......den suddenly feel a little sad and nostalgic......Miss my hometown a lot....haha.....Oh,i have left you there how many years already??....3 and half le ba!!!!!!!!........oh,my hometown...miss yoU so much....lOve yA,always..

Happy birthday tO XiaoTing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope sincerely your hopes will come true!!!!!!!! haha.......Your friends and I will always be there 4 you and support 4ever!!!!!!!!!.......goOd luck!!!!.....@have a nice day@ Remember you have a gd friend like me hOr~~~~dunt forget le!!!!!!!!.........hahaha..

wOw......it's windy,and the cool mist coming off the waves feels cold and charming.....go 2 beach in the early morning with my parents...coz today is Sunday....family day....hehe......and walk along....The brilliant rays of purple,gold and turquoise start 2 fade as the sun finishes setting......i stopped my step and stared it deeply....i felt as if i can't hold enough of it.....den started missing my friends.....suddenly fill in their figures......haha......recalled tt i told you purple is a roman coloR once...whether you believe what did i say anot at tt time i dunno....bt tis moment i think you must would believe me if you aslo saw such a wonderful sky.....=]......yes.....roman.....i took a deep breath and smell the salt adn seaweed crawling in wif the tide.....OH,My god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........lOve lOve lOvE...........den till 8 am around....i sms Jas and him and told them where was i and all what i think abt in my heart AT tt mommet IS i miSs yOu v v much!!!.....haha.........@'s hp hang and others won't mind de i feel.....haha......so two of them only......den.....bOth of them all replied le......haha..........all very surprised......Jas even back'I MISS YOU,TOO'.....wOw....felt so touch,darling....yes,even though i know she does,i need to hear it...say out in words instead of call me 2 feel it........=]....bt,on the other hand....he never say anything.....juz asked me y miss him.....and added two wonderful words in the end--'haha'.........haha??....hehe....wat can i say??... want 2 put a smile only and send 2 him.....ending i said Miss beyong reason....tt's all.......haha....lame...bt still feel luck cOz he,at least,has respon me le.....haha.....xixi.....hapPy!!!!!!!...=]

where can i start??....hehe...ok,juz want 2 state i am sick when all of you punch or beat me for fun,always......i am friendly 2 get along bt not mean i allow everyone 2 push or beat me everytime....except @....i mean..usually u see i would allow @ 2 beat me non-stop juz because i don't mind....really dunt mind if tt one were she....but that doesn't mean i would allow others beating me for fun or whatever,even their punches are not pain one also cannt...i extremelly can't stand it... haha.....ok?...i suddenly say these cOz just nw,during MT period,sitting with St and Mc,den St beated my arm,even not very heavy one,for fun..bt duno why i juz felt damn unwell...there is an uncomfortable feeling thru my whole body...fill in the mind....at that time,i really wanted to return her a punch can?eye 2 eye ma,no mistake....but den as i lifted my hand half and juz recalled tt same as my friend,as i seldom angry with K and return her,bt if this time i beat St,it seems like very unfair to St....so i kept laughter and said:'dunt beat me,can?dunt u think your hand very pain?...my arm too fat lah...pain one.'......However,unlucky,she thought i was joking wif her,so juz carried on her punches 2 me.....hehe..what a funny gur u r!..actually not pain one la,i say big le....haha....bt juz dislike ppl punch me without premission..except K...cOz i know if i beat her even a heavily fist,she also couldn't mind and angry with me and return de...i never worry abt her temper...she wouldn't lost it in front of me....hehe......maybe la...i guess only...she won't punch back me de,i confirm..=p.....*smile & wink*...sO i would beat her happily without doubt....haha..lalala......but other friends...i am not sure....that's all.....Lastly,dunt copy K 2 punch me again,ok?hehe...u r not her.....i will lost my temperament de......haha.....jkjk

After school go straight to Immigration & Checkpoint Authority and take long-term business PR card for my grandma.....everything is very well 4 me..process is quite faster than i expect...paid $60 by Nets...all thing i can say is tt paticular chinese Madam gave me a cold glare as she passed me my passport.....without smiling,i duno mind....bt no nid give a loving gur a such cold stare de ma......Em....duno what happen...nO idea le....i juz asked her why is her working so slow tt..(reason) lOh......nothing ma....right?........haiyO........haha.......=p.........okok....i gone
today his face seemed v black....hai...but after saw me hOr....haha.....become black more and more alright!....-_-"""....sign again.....whatever la....juz like tt loh.....ci guan le...ok..den sent a msg to him....finally replied at 10 around ...nOthing....juz say everything what he want to say....88.

Stay at home,den suddenly feel lk down....want to cheer up myself,bt just keep downing.....my smile froze at tt point at once...recall something,fuck embarrassing to show out...actually starting don't mind,bt as time pass,i feel that this event really fiss me off.....tell me what more thing can i do for you now??...i thought everything would be better after told you the truth feeling i have stocked for a long period in my heart,bt,as the matter of face,i made the same mistake again!!!...same one can?.....shit...y i am always like a such stupid one?.....the more you said 'what can i say',the more i felt want 2 cry.....am i wrong?i just want you to know tt there is a person hu love you in this world so that you won't be alone anyhow....just want 2 tell you never frown in front of me cOz i really love the way you smile at me..u .sounded cold...sounded as if its not your business....nt yours,its mine only??....okok....nO promble....what else can i say??...i will take it....ok..i trust myself,not u le.anymore....fiss off.....stupid am i!!!!!!!!!!!!