Thursday, April 29, 2004

During recess,i didn't go to canteen for lunch,because xL finally agreed me to mark my English tyss. In the early morning,i passed my tyss to him as i saw him standing with his frens...=D...den suddenly feel very sorry 4 him loh,无缘无故,就莫名其妙的被我抓来帮我改作业,hehe....how poor thing you are....haha...sorry leh,but more thanks than paisei for you because you said tat you will try your best wan...hahax...=D...(hUgz)
well, he gave up his recess time 4 drinking or eatting lunch or whatever and juz went to mark my book in upper sec hall... Meanwhile,我竟然ask @ accompanied me to buy a can 4 drinking at that time.hehe....this is my business,but he skip his drink,while i drink.hehe....=p...paisei...haha....ok,Today learnt several different tenses and grammar from him and corrected many mistakes i had always made before.hahaha....sO touched...thank you so mUcH!!!....(sSmauckZzzZz)..=]..
xl,u r really a quite nice guy loh,Even though sometimes you always look like very...very...欠扁 lah, 哈哈。。He Seems getting confiendence on himself thou e whole time,but who knows what is his truth feeling inside.... Nvm,HAHA,at least,i know,you guy are really not bad 1 loh,juz can le,right??..haha.....sometimes even seems very loving lah,okok,also handsome lah,a little bit...any way,thank you so much!!!!! happy4ever.friend.

Thursday, April 22, 2004

Yesyes,s again.Not because i get nothing 2 write,juz because I juz want 2 write about S only.=D dunt ask me any reason,cuz i also dunt noe when she became a such important fren for me in my heart.I surely unable to leave her alone anymore.Haha,darling,if you are reading my blog now,dunt feel too touch hor,cuz i juz say say only.=p
Today,after school,i sudden have a pain in the abdomen,so ask S take a piece of tissue only.Out of my expect,in surprised,she immedately handed a packet of tissue to me and said:'dunt say all of,even though you ask 10 or 20 packet,i still will give you loh i guess."(my translation is very poor lah,you know right,so sorry hor);P....haha,at that moment,i really felt too touch to respond her at once,and just held her left arm hardly and waved;'wow,i am very very touch,girl!!!'........but later,i didn't go to toilent loh because Jasline they all said waiting for me but i dunt want they to waste time juz 4 waiting me.so,......just go home and 忍忍忍loh......haha.....Anymore,S waiting me also today instead of back home hurrily alone as usual.actually,we are different way of go home,but she still waiting.....hahaha,so happy...... thank you,my friends,my darling.how nice of you.....lOvE yA.......(hUgZ!!!)=D

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

i got nothing to say lah,today juz feel very happy loh as usual.Denise帮我打了Nasser because when he said how is China such bad,my face looked like very sad wan.hahax,thank you a,denise.lOvE ya..........爱你哦,Denise.我知道我没有看错你这个朋友,我第一个最珍惜的朋友。
Jasline a,how come you suddenly became very loving and 温柔啊?呵呵,不要谢我陪你去任何地方啦,这是我应该做的。因为你是我在这里时间最长的好朋友。lOvE ya,always.
S,和你说话,我总是觉得很开心,你是我最信任的朋友,不知道你怎么想啦,哈哈,不要一直提防别人,做人不需要这么累的。。。。。呵呵
thank you so much,friendz.
Come What May (Nicole Kidman and Ewan McGregor)

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

This Love - Maroon 5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in his eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and he got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

I tried my best to feed his appetite
Keep his coming every night
So hard to keep his satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
He said Goodbye too many times before
And his heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
He said Goodbye too many times before
And his heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

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Monday, April 12, 2004

(Deleted) With these days,i felt i have became stronger and happy more more...Yes,so happy lah,because i still have a lot of good friends stand by me and support me always,especially S and jasline. because of them,i just would enjoy every day.Because they let i felt school actually IS a very funny place.Hahax............I LOVE YOU ARE,friendz.lOve ya......haha.........thank you my god let me met up them.SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, April 09, 2004

我朋友受伤了,不是一般的扭伤摔伤,他小腿的骨关节被踢断裂了。那么一个大男人,当他大叫一声,撕心裂肺地,速然倒下的时候,我们真的都吓到了。因为赛场地除了裁判和选手本身,其他闲杂人是不能随便进出的。那一刻,看着他被抬出来抱着脚的时候的痛苦,讲不出一句话,眼泪居然控制不了地掉下来,第一次真正切且地明白什么叫失控。教练和很多同伴观众都围住他,我跟着担架的脚一直在发软,竟然有一种感同深受的恐惧。在车上,我问他,痛吗?有点明知故问,可是那真是我唯一可以想到的所谓的安慰了。他的脸色苍白,汗一直在喷出来,但奇迹他竟开口对我说了一句,kill him for me.wei!!!! 听了这句,我当场崩溃大叫不要不要It is your own business,not mine。我业不知道怎么了,但我是真的怕他再也不能走,怕我自己是另一个他。反正就是不想答应他任何事,好像留言一样的承诺。这时教练按了下我的肩膀,无言地盯住我。我镇住。He even warned me in serious express,'you have to trust him,tell you you can done it,you should be!!!' 然后我又看回我朋友,他居然还笑的出来,说,你完了,SIR生气了。我不痛,加油。
今天下午我还有一场决赛的。前三场什么觉得是理所当然,应对的算顺利,虽然紧张但没有恐惧。可是,这此,那些人都是专业删选出来,每一个踢腿动作都标准到可怕。而且我现在的心情,有一堵墙一道障埃在心里,我很明白。。。。。。。。。。
算了,绝不放弃!!!!!加油加油加油