2day starting my mood was very down...unable to put a smile in my face...but later saw @,and forgot what did she say,den i juz felt better alot can.....wOw.....wonderful gur,right?..haha......but ,in seriously,when i'm with her,i feel really very happy....she has many idea to make me cheer up....duno how can she does...haha......yayaya....
@ : haha...love you to the max! i will love you always,nO matter what happen....as long as you don't reject me just can le,ok?...hehe...Just to be yourself....don't hate changing,ok?...everything is Ok...actually you never change dao you know? i feel tt recent you hu lived these months with radiant grace,craziness and violence just is e real side of you...so it should be say:Yes,you finally come back ur own side alright!!!!...cOngret lah..keep on,can?fOr me,for yourself too...hahaha..... cOz i really love recent @,bt not before tt always gave ppl a cold and sleepy face one...haha....yEs.lOvE yA!!!!
Xiaoting: lalala...duno how come these days you suddenly become understanding and mature abit le....come 2 know how 2 choose ur words carefully before open e mouth...haha...wOw...i feel so touched,gur,really!!... who teach you these wonderful thing a?....are @ and I,right?....haha.....hOw wonderful we are!!!!!!!....haha.....Anyway,haha....forgive me tt i don't have the energy or the strength to cheer up or talk with two friends at the same time.i think you understand de...haha..sOri le...u r also an important friend for me,and will always be there for you.....so,dunt cry again,ok?.....haha..jkjk....lOve yA!

today @ absent...early morning just called me waking up and asked dunt forgot 2 take her paper...haha....sounds v weak and slightly...maybe hasn't woke up i guess..haha..=p....darling,take care,ok?don't let me worry about you again,ok?....hai...cOz today got too much stuffs to worry den discuss it with xt thou the whole day,so never spent much time to miss my darling....Emh...lucky today suddenly appeared such many things to waste time thinking otherwise xt and i would bore till SiaO....haha....heng.....Jas said i'm damn quiet today....even though i denied,i realised tt my mood was really v down....something fissed me off...hehe....xt,xt,xt...i regreted i just now never heard you 2 do that in time...haha.....bt nvm le....i am v happy now....2mor remind me and i ll tell you,ok?....haha.......happy,happy.....
den Jas got MT oral,so is he....it was raining...den xt accompanied me walking 2 bus stop to take bus.....haha.....thanks.....v touched,really.....den some wonderful thing just happened....i got it!!!!!!!!!!........yesyesyes!!!!!!!!!!!......

Haha,what a funny gur like Xt!!...today she suddenly called me around 5.20pm and asked wether i dislike her.... how come i would dislike her?...haha....first time to realise tt she is a such sensitive girl not i expect... always thought she couldn't care for what did her friends say de.haha.....okok,i made a seriously mistake can?....i'm  sorry for the way i treated,
xiaoting,hehe....dunt think 22 much can?all i can say is forgive me...its not worth 4 u i guess...cheer up...have 2 state tt i'm v surprised tt u would care our friendship such too much...v shocked tt u would be upset upon me as
well...haix...hehe...happy4ever,friend...haha....nxt time i treat u also la...k?.....hahaha......lOve yA...

UcangivewithoutlOve,bUtUcannotlOvewithoutgiving.Ijuzwant2makesOme1ilOve2belOved.AndnOw,Uhaveknownttallfeelingihavehad
sOihave2mOveOn.nO else.

As usual day...@ and I always draw cartoon on our table in marker pen,for fun...very lame two of us...haha...N @ ad Xt always gave me a heavily punch without reason till siaO....oh,my mama...what can i do as both of them all don't know what mean is 'respect'!?!!...haha...especially xt,not my fault, she still beat me onli...shiT LA....hehe..bt nvm,i am a v kind one,never easy to make myself angry at friends...usually la....lalalala...happy4ever,friends...lOve me,ok?.

Yesterday at midnight,haha.. read English Essays till nothing except boring,then in order to become conscious a bit,i smsed A for fun...ask some lame Qns and sent...unexpectededly he would replied me at once cOz i thought either he has fall asleep or his hp has been turn off...i said already i SMS just for fun so never get a hope of receiving his response ...if he felt lazy or something,one of the two above reasons,i just wouldn't received msgs...but finally he didn't,after all...Eee...at that moment,i felt touching,don't know what happen...why???...haha..v funny lo you guy....then ok la...spent a lot of time to respond...actually v busy because at the same time my Jas also replied me le...have to type back two friends in time can... everything was ok and enjoyed our conversation till in the end,he typed a damn funny sentence to my hp...he said it's too early to turn in(means sleep),for v happy...den i laughed him and asked why...he said that cOz his crush jux sms him...-_-'''....wOlAo....act funny ah you guy?haha...no wonder he could got mood to reply me le...as matter of face,he was too happy to fall asleep,just because a crush's msg!...you're so lovly man!!!like you so much!.....(spit,spit,spit)...=p...haha...haiyO...waste my valuable emtion 2 thank you...hai...haha....

It's rain heavily in the early morning...darkness...a storm made my whole-length uniform wet completely...never left a dry place for me...haha...cold and full of smelly in the classroom...ha...but duno why i still felt very excited today...always put a smile on the face...it's a new nice day for me,after all...so have to smile always can...hehe...anyway,Xt said the way i walked in the rain looked like v ugly when she waited in the busstop and saw me...hehe...is it?...haha...okok,i will pay attention to the way i walk in the future,i promise U...haha,i hui gai de....ok?haha
Ya,found A really started to ignore me these days...how many times already he turned his face away coldly as we bumped into each other?...countless le ba...just remember had have got 3 days-passed...3 days already...Eee...what can i describe my feeling correctly now???.haha...actually never mind lah,just feel a little bit sad and very strange thing...no doubt just suddenly stop conversation quietly...hehe...okok...haiyO...i gone...haha...
dear @ and friends,don't think too much upon what i wrote here,ok?hahaha....just type out alright...nothing actually you all know de...haha...Kk...have a nice day!!! have to study,workhard!!!lOvE yA!!!

Why is woman always like that unjustifiable?!!!...subtle...unreasonable...hard to grasp what is the next plan they would play you...scold her a word only,she could scold two sentence back to you;beat her a fist one time if you dare,she could beat you heavily with books or both hands non-stop 'pipala' still you beg for mercy...Oh,siaO...always double double return you...oh,shit...hai...lucky i am a woman also,otherwise later maybe i will be killed...hahaha....hEnG a!!!!!!!
Today is my daddy's birthday..haha.....happy birthday to you!!!!!haha

Today laugh till siaO...up tO @ lah...V damn laMe One...hahaha...actually we also don't know what happen,just cOz as once i saw her,i would want to laugh without reason...so is she i guess...cOz she always giggled at me as well al time...perhaps there are alot of jokes between us,but forget what are they already...too much can?...haha...=p...Queen of Saliva...are you ok?...hai,what a crazy woman...haha...anyway,i found one more important thing inner...you know what?haha...No matter what @ did,i found it impossible to angry at her...Oh,my god...haha....why a???...Danger...danger...dangerous girl...violence!...haha...okok,i finish.Ya...remember Xt also...haha...don't know she followed @ to beat my arm non-stop for what???haha...always like that...oh,my god!!!...

Don't know why i would giggle at his msg for a while for what???...hai...i always like such useless man...still unable to control my own emotion in a suitable time...Like in a person easily...Shit!!!...stOp,stOp,stOp smiLe!!!I hate it when I catch myself acting like that...Ugh!

haha,@ brought Jasline and I going to Mdo and gave us a free meal today...around $20 dollors...she ordered too much can...so in the end we left many shu tiao and others a lot...as well as Xueting,went with us but she paid her own expenses but not by @...hahaX...V funny ya @...Jr come also...however,becasue no enough place to let him sitting with @,so he in the last minute decided eatting with josiah and raazmy they all...hehe...but clever ending he still waited 4 K...oh,sorry,was waiting for us...haha...to finish her/our meal...till 2.00+...haha....oh,ya...finally recalled that i has forgot to come my tuition totally...haha...Nvm...den called Mr.Lee and told him why i would never come...cOz i felt no need to lie him so told him the truth reason of absence was my friend invited me to use lunch...=]...HaPpInEsS...
today very thankful for your meal,@...hahaha...lOvE yA...i will return de...haha...wait for my returnable lunch patiently,ok?Lalala..

Since When things has become to that such cold situation like recently?...why would i become a such 'three-eight'?...NOT my business can?...how come i would take a care of him so much?...i look like a foolish whole time i guess...finally hope to care for somebody in serious,then later slowly to understand that he/she never care for me once,and i am a worthless human in their heart...no status,extremely...Shit!!!!.No,nO,I can't feel down and fiss off...remember i promised tt i have to always stay happy before...lost my strength to sigh also still no1 take a care of me de except @...Duno how about Xt as i lost myself one day...haha..after all,this gur is too young to look after other's stuff...haha....no reason to trouble her anyway...i am somehow a troublesome....have 2 support myself....ArG~~~~
Oh...during recess,haha...Xueting and Mc left me in the classroom alone never call me and went away,.....actually as I saw them out of the class cheerfully and den thought they're just going to toilet thus never asked me 2 accompany...so waiting for them outside the classroom alone...ending only @ came upstaid hurriedly and looked for me to go to canteen...i am stupid can?!!!!!...oh,my god...haha...my dearest darling,@,you are my whole heart,lOve ya always no matter what happen...thank you alots laughter you gave me and the happy times and touched memories we shared...Yes,if necessary,I will always be there for you and support you...and to be your shoulder whenever you want to cry....haha...fRiEnD4EvEr...=]..

Today got 'N' level oral exam...oh,my god,this main day finally come alright...bt duno why never feel too panic...maybe cOz sat in de library just kept thinking of how about the fun time of tomorrow in order to disperse my scare ad Jingrong that guy always made his lame joke for us as well...haha...oh,darling,i finally realised jr is damn funny one...i'm sorry for all words i said abt him before...haha...Yvo is 1st one,haha,what a poor thing!!her face suddenly turned black when she was asked to perpare...but ending ok lah...back her smile face quickly and gave us an encouraging look...haha...then my darling @ is next one...haha...she looked like getting confidence on herself and told me tat she must could wait for me no matter what happen after that...haha,no lah...oh,felt so touch!!!haha...waiting there with rest of them when others went to test...at that time Shameema taught me how to read passage slowly and correctly...haha...very useful...thank you so much,what a sweet gur like you!...Nursiah always repeated her encourage 4 me:'you can do it,think you can do it,just can do it!!!'...haha...lalala...thanks so much too...Rabia and Seri also...hold my hand and smiled:'gd luck'...oh,Rabia's hand v cold i felt when we hold...not sweat...but v comfortable loh...haha...Andrew sat in front of me and ever seemed nothing okok de,bt ending as turned him,he said a word:'ha,scare..'...haha...v funny... Jongrong,haix...duno know how to say you.haha...turn Nasser went up and as he perpared his reading on the half way,he suddenly putted his hand behind the chair and stretched his thumb in order to tell us that passage v simple or good he felt i guess,and then jr started to pour out his joke 2 rest of us:'you see his thumb,lift up right? juz means he feel like go to ITE directly better,ya.'...-_-'''..haha....what a joke!!!...hahaha... lame!!!
Den my oral ok loh...worse to the core. nothing 2 say can.then after oral,out of library,@ ad Jr waited outside...den jr played piano,not bad lah,but @ ad i laughed him all time...haha...v funny one...okok,Finish.

Don't know why today i would always want to look for someone from a crowd of people...=]...nothing to tell,just look for his figure for fun...From d early morning in d parade till after school...haha...crazy enough can?...there's not any assembly today same as yesterday coz it's rain,not bad but felt a little bit sorry, juz coz unable to meet him...never mind...Ohm,love rain day so much...cause that weather feel quite cool mah...haha...
ya,finally saw him in the end...v happy...haha...first time observed his smile is really not bad man...coz he seldom smile at ppl de i ever feel...but at that point of the moment...that expression is quite sweet and handsome i felt...haha...=p...okok,dear guy,dunt shy and happy hor...cOz i juz say say de...haha...i wasn't lying...haha...this time e tense i wrate is correct one,right?haha...dunt forget praise me hor...=p...friend to e core
haha...love my Rabbit so much...bt i won't say reason...firstly,duno how to describe clearly...secondly,lazy to type out alright...coz she bring up too much laughter surrounding me to remember can?...hahaha....oh,my god,in short,i LoVe YoU sOoOOOOOOOOO mUcH,tRuThLy,my girl...friend to the core.(copy from XL)...haha...happiness!!!!!!

haha..today got english oral...very 'funny'...spent long time for tat...that teacher 'like' me sooo much,thus he doesn't want to let me go...-_-"""...haha...he asked the question is abt the weather condition...i juz was staring at him without a word...smiling lah...softly ad slightly...coz i don't have any idea to say...what i can do was just can star with him...big eyes to small eyes...slience...i saw Yvonne stand up,and then @ as well...new one sat down...left me only ad sat there staring nicely at that quite COLD and GENTLE face smilin...dunt noe why he hasn't got tic???.... When he was going to open his mouth to pour out sth,i finally understood what mean is Weather Condition to Chinese:"AH,teacher,i know already!!!! I feel Singapore's weather very hot!"
"........."he winked slightly and nodded.
"alway raining.."
"....is 'rain'"
"ok,rain.....Eeee...ya!!!!"
"........."
Oh,my god...poor teacher....face to me....kK...
then later,saw him,he called me and asked how's oral d i feel ok anot?....i shocked abit...duno y....then said ok loh,not easy like that...hehe...haha.....that's all....