Staring at my handphone nervously.....i myslef quite clear that i am waiting for whose response at this moment in time...nOt b...Time 2 time...second by second...i become 2 feel crazy more and more...i can't stand it anymore.....anymore.....whatever le...since when he start to aviod me?how come i don't know???....remain as friend?...hehe.......
2day school re-open,saw them.....ok lah....den Rabi smiled friendly and asked me how's my holiday,no doubt i smiled back and replied her it's normal as usual...feeling nothing....that is great i guess...no feeling already 4 him...so i can smile wif her...haha....D cutted hair by teacher...haha....V short....but i feel it's suitable for him.....Eeee,not bad...=D.....
Monday, June 28, 2004
Friday, June 25, 2004
1]if there was one person you wanted to spend
the rest of your life with...who would it be?
why?
Sum1 tt i love
[2]if the one you love loves someone else,
what would u do??
simply thing,pls...de most loving thing i can do
4 sb is 2 Let him go.....lOlz..
[3]what was the biggest mistake you have done?
(in terms of loving)
Eehm....Never tell him tat three important
words...'LEAVE ME PLS'
[4]if you could turn back time,what would you
have done?
...accompany my grandparents stay at home and
cherish every moment of with them...
[5]if you like sum1 ryt now..what is it in
her that made you fall?
a sense of security
[6]would you consider yourself lucky at this
point bcoz of sum1?
Ya...lOlx..
[7]what is the greatest sacrifice you have
done for love?
Haven't yet....=p...v stoOpid...
[8]who is the person you would call'my life'
right now?
Myself!
[9]do you believe in love at first sight?
not positive
[10]if you have a bestfriend in the opposite
sex,why of all did you pick him/her?
Cox i trust him...
[11]what if you fell in love with your
bestfriend?would you tell?
....dUno...If not fRiend,i will tell...=p..
[12]destiny or magic?
Destiny
[13]how can you let go of sum1 that wasn't
yours frm the start?!
Run away as fast as i could
[14]Are you scared of being rejected?
reJect lo...petty thing...Love means each person is free to follow his or her own heart...if never say out,how U know what is de truth thought of ur crush?...
[15]does looks matter to you?
well....i wun denied...but presentable can
ler...character is rather important 2...=]...
[16]do u always get jealous to the person even
she was only your so called admire?
NeVeR..she is she,he is he,i am i....
[17]are you in love now?
....hehe...wat mean is In lOvE?..if it means
there is 2 ppl hu love each other,haha,NO.
[18]have you ever feel that the person you in love with dont like you but actually she likes you?
-_-""...hehe....dunt think too much.life is v easy to live....
[19]Who do you love?
haha..y so kpo???..not B....
the rest of your life with...who would it be?
why?
Sum1 tt i love
[2]if the one you love loves someone else,
what would u do??
simply thing,pls...de most loving thing i can do
4 sb is 2 Let him go.....lOlz..
[3]what was the biggest mistake you have done?
(in terms of loving)
Eehm....Never tell him tat three important
words...'LEAVE ME PLS'
[4]if you could turn back time,what would you
have done?
...accompany my grandparents stay at home and
cherish every moment of with them...
[5]if you like sum1 ryt now..what is it in
her that made you fall?
a sense of security
[6]would you consider yourself lucky at this
point bcoz of sum1?
Ya...lOlx..
[7]what is the greatest sacrifice you have
done for love?
Haven't yet....=p...v stoOpid...
[8]who is the person you would call'my life'
right now?
Myself!
[9]do you believe in love at first sight?
not positive
[10]if you have a bestfriend in the opposite
sex,why of all did you pick him/her?
Cox i trust him...
[11]what if you fell in love with your
bestfriend?would you tell?
....dUno...If not fRiend,i will tell...=p..
[12]destiny or magic?
Destiny
[13]how can you let go of sum1 that wasn't
yours frm the start?!
Run away as fast as i could
[14]Are you scared of being rejected?
reJect lo...petty thing...Love means each person is free to follow his or her own heart...if never say out,how U know what is de truth thought of ur crush?...
[15]does looks matter to you?
well....i wun denied...but presentable can
ler...character is rather important 2...=]...
[16]do u always get jealous to the person even
she was only your so called admire?
NeVeR..she is she,he is he,i am i....
[17]are you in love now?
....hehe...wat mean is In lOvE?..if it means
there is 2 ppl hu love each other,haha,NO.
[18]have you ever feel that the person you in love with dont like you but actually she likes you?
-_-""...hehe....dunt think too much.life is v easy to live....
[19]Who do you love?
haha..y so kpo???..not B....
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
:: Do you often cry in front of people or alone
- sAd OnLy..
:: Have your friends ever seen you cry
- ..I rEmEmBeR GoT 2 FriEndS...
:: Have you cried today
- 4 WaT? cRy 4 U r GoiNg 2 JuMp?Ok LoH.....
:: Do you usually cry for a long time
- Ya....5 mInTeRs,EnOuGh?
:: Do you get really red when you cry
- DuNnO
:: Have you ever cried because you were happy
- yesh..???tears of joy?nxt time...lolz
:: Have you ever been someone's "crying shoulder"?
- yA....sOmEoNe LoH...
:: Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying?
- nO,i WiLl cLosE mY EyEs AnD hUg LoH CoZ i ScArE tO sEe TeArS....
:: Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on
-No
:: Have you been hugged when you cried
- wHo HuG? hUg WhO?
:: Do you cry during movies
- nO.
:: Do you cry while reading books
- sOmEtImEs....My RePOrT bOok...
:: Does music make you cry
- not cry lehz..havem gt tears..eyes abit watery nia...
:: Have you ever been called a cry baby
- hOw I kNoW?
:: Have you ever tried to stop yourself from crying:
- YuPx
:: Does this survey make you want to cry?
- DiS sUrEy...iS 1 Of ThE wOrIdEstT i EvEr SeEn..CoX aLl AbT cRy.LolZ
:: Have you ever cried over a guy/girl
- No....jUz FeEl SaD....
:: Do you cry when you are physically hurt
- NeVeeeeR.
:: Do you cry when you are scared
- nO
:: Do you cry when you are mad
- i laugh when i'm mad.
:: Do you cry over bad grades?
- U tInK i CaRe?lolz
:: Have you ever cried over spilled milk
- ...-_-''''.......LaMe.....
:: Can you make yourself cry
- cAn...wHy cAn't?
:: When was the last time you cried
- ...11.mAy....
:: Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else
- Ya....ask my friends LoLZ.
:: Do you have a favorite crying quote
- 'I won't give you my shoulder to cry on'... mean
:: Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn't cry for you
- nO...fOtGoT...
:: Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?
- haha
:: Do you cry over someone you love becoz they have a gf/bf?
- Don't remind me this stoopid Qn again!!!!
::When was the last time u felt love and u cried?
- 1000 years ago...
::Who is the person you always cry for?
- no1..lolz
:: Will you cry because this survey is over:
- Hahaha.....so happy!!!FiNaLlY is over!!!!
- sAd OnLy..
:: Have your friends ever seen you cry
- ..I rEmEmBeR GoT 2 FriEndS...
:: Have you cried today
- 4 WaT? cRy 4 U r GoiNg 2 JuMp?Ok LoH.....
:: Do you usually cry for a long time
- Ya....5 mInTeRs,EnOuGh?
:: Do you get really red when you cry
- DuNnO
:: Have you ever cried because you were happy
- yesh..???tears of joy?nxt time...lolz
:: Have you ever been someone's "crying shoulder"?
- yA....sOmEoNe LoH...
:: Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying?
- nO,i WiLl cLosE mY EyEs AnD hUg LoH CoZ i ScArE tO sEe TeArS....
:: Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on
-No
:: Have you been hugged when you cried
- wHo HuG? hUg WhO?
:: Do you cry during movies
- nO.
:: Do you cry while reading books
- sOmEtImEs....My RePOrT bOok...
:: Does music make you cry
- not cry lehz..havem gt tears..eyes abit watery nia...
:: Have you ever been called a cry baby
- hOw I kNoW?
:: Have you ever tried to stop yourself from crying:
- YuPx
:: Does this survey make you want to cry?
- DiS sUrEy...iS 1 Of ThE wOrIdEstT i EvEr SeEn..CoX aLl AbT cRy.LolZ
:: Have you ever cried over a guy/girl
- No....jUz FeEl SaD....
:: Do you cry when you are physically hurt
- NeVeeeeR.
:: Do you cry when you are scared
- nO
:: Do you cry when you are mad
- i laugh when i'm mad.
:: Do you cry over bad grades?
- U tInK i CaRe?lolz
:: Have you ever cried over spilled milk
- ...-_-''''.......LaMe.....
:: Can you make yourself cry
- cAn...wHy cAn't?
:: When was the last time you cried
- ...11.mAy....
:: Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else
- Ya....ask my friends LoLZ.
:: Do you have a favorite crying quote
- 'I won't give you my shoulder to cry on'... mean
:: Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn't cry for you
- nO...fOtGoT...
:: Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?
- haha
:: Do you cry over someone you love becoz they have a gf/bf?
- Don't remind me this stoopid Qn again!!!!
::When was the last time u felt love and u cried?
- 1000 years ago...
::Who is the person you always cry for?
- no1..lolz
:: Will you cry because this survey is over:
- Hahaha.....so happy!!!FiNaLlY is over!!!!
Today is Xueting's birthday...haha...happy birthday to you,happy birthday to my friend,happy birthday tooooooo you.....haha...you older again...so happy.=p...i have waited for today for a long time already...Oringinal yesterday i was going to wake up at mid-night and SMS her that was congratulate the day of she birthed out...but i oversleep to die till 3.30am,then messaged her happy bdy...haha...
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
'When you feel alone,don't say there is a human being around you,even is a dog there,just can make u feel better'...that saying was told by Yuting...
YuTing is willing to break up with that man without any terms,but that stupid man ever doesn't accept...he said he still love Yuting deeply,no one is allowed to seperate them...he is not going to let her go...that man suspected that Yuting want to break up with him just because she got a third party.Even if ting denied,he insisted that the reason of they breaking up is not his fault but Yuting's...what a joke!!!Such man!!!...Fuck!
I sighed lightly and asked her:'why would u chose such man like Jun at that time?'
'Why?haha,because he is a human,at least,not a dog or something.'Yuting played my pillow out and replied in unconcerned as if this is not her business,'Tell you truth,wei,sometimes he and i would get along in silence through the whole day.can't imagin,right?...Not only i am busy to pay my own account,but too lazy to look at him once again.such Boring with a man...we just sit opposite there and i stare those streets out of window and dream nothing while he open his mouth and talk talk talk...don't know what...i don't have any interest in what that man talking about,and he also doesn't understand what do i say.what a boring life!!!Being a such man like him,he even want to divorce his wife for what?4 wat? Both of they are too extremley suitable for each other to part.'
I glanced at Yuting for a long time and smiled coldly:'Ting,we have being friends for 8 years and above already.but you never change a bit?You are such pretty and perfect,don't stand with those vulgar man together again,it is not worth for you.Jun is an ordinary man,who never ever be qualified as your Right one.anyone is better than him.he doesn't match you,totally. '
'haha,a person who is match with me haven't born yet!!!'
'Ting......'
'what?'she climbed up from the bed.
'That man told me that he still love you very much.'
'lOvE? what a joke!i don't care his love you know.He dates me go out everyday,but never willing to pay one cent for me automatically.Both of us pay our own expense,actually i really don't mind,but just wonder why such old miser could still exist in this world?.....shit!!!...He loves me?no,he just is afraid of to be alone like me.He always bring me to introduce to his friends as his steady,SHIT,i,YUTING,how come i duno when have become his steady?he go to make his day-dream...call him going to eat shit immedately!'
'leave him as early as u could...you're richer than him.'
'No,i am alone.'she said bitterly.
'.Ya....whO won't?'
'Jun is the last one before i marry,i promise.'
YuTing is willing to break up with that man without any terms,but that stupid man ever doesn't accept...he said he still love Yuting deeply,no one is allowed to seperate them...he is not going to let her go...that man suspected that Yuting want to break up with him just because she got a third party.Even if ting denied,he insisted that the reason of they breaking up is not his fault but Yuting's...what a joke!!!Such man!!!...Fuck!
I sighed lightly and asked her:'why would u chose such man like Jun at that time?'
'Why?haha,because he is a human,at least,not a dog or something.'Yuting played my pillow out and replied in unconcerned as if this is not her business,'Tell you truth,wei,sometimes he and i would get along in silence through the whole day.can't imagin,right?...Not only i am busy to pay my own account,but too lazy to look at him once again.such Boring with a man...we just sit opposite there and i stare those streets out of window and dream nothing while he open his mouth and talk talk talk...don't know what...i don't have any interest in what that man talking about,and he also doesn't understand what do i say.what a boring life!!!Being a such man like him,he even want to divorce his wife for what?4 wat? Both of they are too extremley suitable for each other to part.'
I glanced at Yuting for a long time and smiled coldly:'Ting,we have being friends for 8 years and above already.but you never change a bit?You are such pretty and perfect,don't stand with those vulgar man together again,it is not worth for you.Jun is an ordinary man,who never ever be qualified as your Right one.anyone is better than him.he doesn't match you,totally. '
'haha,a person who is match with me haven't born yet!!!'
'Ting......'
'what?'she climbed up from the bed.
'That man told me that he still love you very much.'
'lOvE? what a joke!i don't care his love you know.He dates me go out everyday,but never willing to pay one cent for me automatically.Both of us pay our own expense,actually i really don't mind,but just wonder why such old miser could still exist in this world?.....shit!!!...He loves me?no,he just is afraid of to be alone like me.He always bring me to introduce to his friends as his steady,SHIT,i,YUTING,how come i duno when have become his steady?he go to make his day-dream...call him going to eat shit immedately!'
'leave him as early as u could...you're richer than him.'
'No,i am alone.'she said bitterly.
'.Ya....whO won't?'
'Jun is the last one before i marry,i promise.'
Sunday, June 20, 2004
玮玮：
TELL ME 为什么我们会分开? 告诉我我现在要什么?
我有所谓的老公,就是男朋友~~~~~~~我们每天在一起,我不知道喜不喜欢他,和他在一
起就是习惯~那么久了~~如果我告诉他和他在一起是为了不寂寞,他可能会疯!!!!谁知道
呢?我们在一起可能他也是习惯吧`~~~~~~~~`男人哼~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
我现在在华亭宾馆做,可能会和他们签合同~~~~~~~~~
我以后会嫁给谁呢?.............我不知道我到底是一个人还是有个伴侣?
我觉得我好寂寞~~~~~~
我所指的习惯就是我说上半句话他就知道我下半句要说什么了~~~~~~~了解我~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
我爱他吗?不知道,反正分开会不习惯,在一起一般吧~~~~~~~``
我把他当附属品,一个很了解我的附属品~~~~~~~~~`
其实我对另外一个男孩有好感我的 同事,我想我大概是爱上他了`~~~~~~~~``
那个男孩很喜欢玩~~~~~~他不和我谈~~~~~~~~
现在是朋友,我和他的兄弟在谈恋爱,就是那个附属品~~~~~~~~~~
为什么奇奇怪怪的事情都发生在我身上?
我要什么?
我现在什么都很好~~~~~
只缺少关心,缺少爱,缺少理解!~~~~~~~``
没人懂这种感觉的~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
唉~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
你是不是也是这种感觉?`
女人~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~呵呵,就是麻烦~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
想找个男人嫁了把~~~~但是又想单身`~~~~~~~~~~谁知道呢?随命吧~~~
我想对那个男孩就是我的同事说:"我想要说我那天没说的那句话
就算被没收我也不会怕
对我不怕
我想要说我永远爱你的那句话
可能我说的地点有点傻
全是我的心里话!"他不会晓得好几次我想吻他吧~~~~~~~~~`
他教我打CS我陪他吃夜宵,他不失恋的时候我会陪他~~~~~~~~`虽然没有说什么,因为
我不会安慰人~~~~~~~~~~~但是我心里很开心呵呵~~~~~~~`我喜欢和他一起~~~~~每次上中班他们行李房叫外卖他都会跑到应接台这里问:"桃子,我们叫外卖你要伐?"
呵呵,每次都是他帮我付钱`~~~~~~~~~
想起他我会笑,可是他6.30实习结束,然后去日本`~~~~~~~~
我们没有缘分吧~~~~~~~~~~~
他不喜欢我~~~~~~~~~~~呵呵
我的语言组织可能有点乱~~~~因为我想到什么就说什么了~~~~~~~`
不好意思~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~不说了,我下了~~~~88
婷婷：
呵呵，大小姐，不要同步脚踏两条船，你怕寂寞，这我很久就了解了，但这样去爱两
个男人，小心赔了夫人又折兵。你还年轻呢，干吗束缚自己在一个习惯的笼子里？当爱
情转成习惯后，日子一定会开始很平凡有次序了，不是不好只是，没有心跳的甜蜜感
觉，再美的花也会提早凋谢的，你愿意吗？呵呵。。。爱他就爱他，不要说什么习惯，
习惯爱一个人更是无稽。。。你那个同事和男朋友，你先认识哪一个？。。。你怎么能
自己下结论说那个同事对你没有感觉？问他吧，没剩几天了。。。不要给你有后悔的机
会。。。OK？ 爱你。女人，要爱，不要懂。
玮
TELL ME 为什么我们会分开? 告诉我我现在要什么?
我有所谓的老公,就是男朋友~~~~~~~我们每天在一起,我不知道喜不喜欢他,和他在一
起就是习惯~那么久了~~如果我告诉他和他在一起是为了不寂寞,他可能会疯!!!!谁知道
呢?我们在一起可能他也是习惯吧`~~~~~~~~`男人哼~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
我现在在华亭宾馆做,可能会和他们签合同~~~~~~~~~
我以后会嫁给谁呢?.............我不知道我到底是一个人还是有个伴侣?
我觉得我好寂寞~~~~~~
我所指的习惯就是我说上半句话他就知道我下半句要说什么了~~~~~~~了解我~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
我爱他吗?不知道,反正分开会不习惯,在一起一般吧~~~~~~~``
我把他当附属品,一个很了解我的附属品~~~~~~~~~`
其实我对另外一个男孩有好感我的 同事,我想我大概是爱上他了`~~~~~~~~``
那个男孩很喜欢玩~~~~~~他不和我谈~~~~~~~~
现在是朋友,我和他的兄弟在谈恋爱,就是那个附属品~~~~~~~~~~
为什么奇奇怪怪的事情都发生在我身上?
我要什么?
我现在什么都很好~~~~~
只缺少关心,缺少爱,缺少理解!~~~~~~~``
没人懂这种感觉的~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
唉~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
你是不是也是这种感觉?`
女人~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~呵呵,就是麻烦~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
想找个男人嫁了把~~~~但是又想单身`~~~~~~~~~~谁知道呢?随命吧~~~
我想对那个男孩就是我的同事说:"我想要说我那天没说的那句话
就算被没收我也不会怕
对我不怕
我想要说我永远爱你的那句话
可能我说的地点有点傻
全是我的心里话!"他不会晓得好几次我想吻他吧~~~~~~~~~`
他教我打CS我陪他吃夜宵,他不失恋的时候我会陪他~~~~~~~~`虽然没有说什么,因为
我不会安慰人~~~~~~~~~~~但是我心里很开心呵呵~~~~~~~`我喜欢和他一起~~~~~每次上中班他们行李房叫外卖他都会跑到应接台这里问:"桃子,我们叫外卖你要伐?"
呵呵,每次都是他帮我付钱`~~~~~~~~~
想起他我会笑,可是他6.30实习结束,然后去日本`~~~~~~~~
我们没有缘分吧~~~~~~~~~~~
他不喜欢我~~~~~~~~~~~呵呵
我的语言组织可能有点乱~~~~因为我想到什么就说什么了~~~~~~~`
不好意思~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~不说了,我下了~~~~88
婷婷：
呵呵，大小姐，不要同步脚踏两条船，你怕寂寞，这我很久就了解了，但这样去爱两
个男人，小心赔了夫人又折兵。你还年轻呢，干吗束缚自己在一个习惯的笼子里？当爱
情转成习惯后，日子一定会开始很平凡有次序了，不是不好只是，没有心跳的甜蜜感
觉，再美的花也会提早凋谢的，你愿意吗？呵呵。。。爱他就爱他，不要说什么习惯，
习惯爱一个人更是无稽。。。你那个同事和男朋友，你先认识哪一个？。。。你怎么能
自己下结论说那个同事对你没有感觉？问他吧，没剩几天了。。。不要给你有后悔的机
会。。。OK？ 爱你。女人，要爱，不要懂。
玮
Friday, June 18, 2004
Haha,finally come back home from Ice-sketing there...student price is $10.50 two hours...very cheap,right?..haha....so funny...always fushed Xiaoting to fall down with me till unable to stand up from that wet d watery ground...haha...how poor thing Xiaoting is....love ya....haha...anyway lOvE to play ice-sketing so much...yesyes.....feel damn cool when u glide around as fast as u could...like flyin...like a wind freely...haha...
bt now,suddenly feel like no mood...because there is sth happened after i reached home...nothing...not house promble....is mine..self...hai....hehe....nvm lah...happy4ever
bt now,suddenly feel like no mood...because there is sth happened after i reached home...nothing...not house promble....is mine..self...hai....hehe....nvm lah...happy4ever
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Finally deleted all HIS stuff i wrote in this blog,almost...haha..nothing,just feel like no need to show his name here...just now he asked me why could asked him only going out to play in SMS...hehe...Eeeee..oh,please,who can tell me what can i say?...how come?he ask y,he wonder,he curious...hehe...if i reply him,den who can slove tis trouble for me?...hehe...pls call me foolish...sigh,can't hurt myself again...anyhow don't care TOO much anymore...=]...NVM,hApPy FoReVeR!!!!!!
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Time has flied over two and half years since i come S tat day...It seems still yesterday...floating...so fast..haha...that is to say,i have learning to write English compro for 2 d half yrs already as well...but how come still such broke so that no one understand what did i type about?...why lei???...almost 3 years still not enough?...Even if I am extremely unwill to admit what did that unknown one say...but actually,hehe,he or she was correct that my english is too bad to read...Eee..what a reality!!!...these years,these years how many words i have learnt?...a little... What stuff i have done?...haha....a lots.....got happy,got friendship,got smile face again,got laugh voice from inside,got many many memories from my friends and him there,got older...hehe,Ya,i won't regret,no stuff can make me feel regret...The great use of life is to spend it for something that will outlast it...those hurt things,hehe,i am not going to forget them and even remember into the heart forever...Life has experienced pain just called Life...=p...haha...nothing to write le,have to study right now.....hai...poor english...
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Monday, June 14, 2004
HaTe My WaIst So MuCh,AfTeR seE dOcToR aLrEaDy StIlL nO uSe,DiE dIe To PaIn...CaN'T mOvE oThErWiSe WiLl PaIn MoRe...JuSt SiT iN tHe ChAiR iN fRoNt Of tHe PC lIkE a StOoPiD cAt...aLsO uNaBlE tO lIe On ThE bEd,MoRe PaIn...DoN'T kNoW wHy...hAtE mYsElF sUcH uSeLeSs... nO oThEr ThInG tO sPeNd TiMe sO wRiTe AlOt TeStImOnIaLs FoR d FrIeNdStEr Of mY fRiEnDz...ThEn ThE ReSt Of TiMe Is To wAiT tHeM tO ReAd It AnD wRiTe A tEsTi FoR mE...oH,pLeAsE,i DiSlIkE tHe WaY WaItInG fOr a PpL iN sErIoUsLy...ThIs AcTiOn MaKe Me LoOk LiKe A fOoLiSh,ToTaLlY....I'm NoT a PeRsOn WhO uNdErStAnD wHaT iS a SuItAbLe TiMe To MoVe OfF...i Am NoT a ClEvEr WoMaN...iF i DeCiDe To LoVe A pPl,NobOdY CaN ChAnGe My MiNd AlReAdY...aLwAyS lIkE tHaT...nEvEr SaY gIvE uP eVeN tHoUgH i ClEaR tHaT TiS's iMpOsSiBlE...ShIt,I hAtE mYSeLf,I hAtE mY bRaIn...HaTe To CoRe
Friday, June 11, 2004
YA,as usual today.Yesterday is my gu nai nai's birthday,so ytd night my mum brought a big fruit cake for her...haha...v touch as all light were turned off and full of darkness...den today ate tat cake...oh,fat and fat but v nice one...i won't regret to eat de...i swear later i must 2 diet...
well,woke up at 6.30,haha,earlier than ytd...because ah Ma pushed and pulled violently and sang a same song to me on time...haha...
well,woke up at 6.30,haha,earlier than ytd...because ah Ma pushed and pulled violently and sang a same song to me on time...haha...
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Hehe,Grandma as well as my father's mother,pulled me up from my deep dreams and sang a song for me like:'wake up my dear pig,wake up,lalala'...no doubt my hair all suddenly stand up...It was 6.30 in the morning...haha,yes,today is the first day of she stay with us formally. My gu nai nai just asked me to accompany her out of house to walk walk around and visit this place...visit?..why not her son or her son's wife?...
'Because you are no job,no school,no else all right'
'no,i have.i got sleepy.'i insisted
'ok,never mind lah.let's go,girl.'
0_0'""".............
we walked around near my block as slowly as we could and chatted happily till 9.00 plus,oh,man...never feel such relax for long...then went home.haha....
'Because you are no job,no school,no else all right'
'no,i have.i got sleepy.'i insisted
'ok,never mind lah.let's go,girl.'
0_0'""".............
we walked around near my block as slowly as we could and chatted happily till 9.00 plus,oh,man...never feel such relax for long...then went home.haha....
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Denise,where you know my blog address from? haha....what a touch stuff you gave me![hUgs] Thank you for your concern so much.i trust what you said de.den don't you see the tears in my cheek now?they're for you alright...=p...bty,my sound really like very sad a?..oh,my god,actually i extremely want to be happy and display a really damn happy people for my friends de,but how come still sound like...haiyo,sorry...don't influence from me please. Maybe just becasue i stay at home alone ma,nobody talk with me...freedom lah but no fun...but nvm now le,cOz my grandma reached already. Hope you enjoy yourself and thanks reading my blog.SmIlE aLwAyS...;)
Ya,It was about 5.30am in the early morning,and i had just been woken up from a deep slumber by the untimely ring of the telephone. My grandma is. She said that she has booked a seat of today's morning an airliner on the flight,and would reach Singapore after 5 hours.She asked us to receive her on time....haha.....so surprise....oh,my madam,my gu nai nai,算你厉害... because of you,three of us woke up at once...even my mum took a free day from her worker immediately....haha...happyhappy....my grandma come soon....today afternoon alright.....
yes,now she has reached already and at my house....alot of stuff to give for me......haha....LOVE...
Ya,It was about 5.30am in the early morning,and i had just been woken up from a deep slumber by the untimely ring of the telephone. My grandma is. She said that she has booked a seat of today's morning an airliner on the flight,and would reach Singapore after 5 hours.She asked us to receive her on time....haha.....so surprise....oh,my madam,my gu nai nai,算你厉害... because of you,three of us woke up at once...even my mum took a free day from her worker immediately....haha...happyhappy....my grandma come soon....today afternoon alright.....
yes,now she has reached already and at my house....alot of stuff to give for me......haha....LOVE...
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
When i don't have any friend stand by my side to talk at begining,i feel like be alone in this country.
After finally got good friends and have a lots laugher,i have never felt so alone more in this world.
No sound. Dead sound.
There is Slience only.
They gave me a new wonderful world in my heart,after laughing,pulled me into my old and quite world again with both of their hands.
No point......no point.......Life is always like that..... 若隐若离。。。In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life;it goes on.
=].....i must happy forever no matter what happen.but actually yes i am.....
After finally got good friends and have a lots laugher,i have never felt so alone more in this world.
No sound. Dead sound.
There is Slience only.
They gave me a new wonderful world in my heart,after laughing,pulled me into my old and quite world again with both of their hands.
No point......no point.......Life is always like that..... 若隐若离。。。In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life;it goes on.
=].....i must happy forever no matter what happen.but actually yes i am.....
Monday, June 07, 2004
My cousin asked me to bring him out of Shanghai come to
Singapore last night...i have to state i am shocked that he could ask me such thing in seriously.den I asked him nicely some question of what is his thought:
Purpose: Study......[THIS IS A GREAT REASON I CAN ACCEPT.SAME AS ME]
When: As fast as possible.Better now.......[WHAT A TIAN ZHENG!IT'S IMPOSSIBLE...COZ HE DON'T HAS PASSPORT AND WHATEVER PROCESS YET.AND FURTHER,NO FIT REASON]
Credit: he can loan S$50 thousand dollors only from Bank,if his parents agree..[HAI.-_-'''NOT ENOUGH I CAN TELL YOU NOW.NO ONE KNOWS HOW MUCH MY FATHER HAS DONATED TO MY PRESENT SCHOOL WHEN I WAS ARRANAGED INTO HERE...WHAT IS PRINCIPLE WELCOME FOREIGNER FOR,COZE SCHOOL NEEDS MONEY TO UPGRATE...HE DOESN'T KNOW....$50 THOUSAND NO USE FOR SCHOOL I REMINDER YOU ONCE ONLY]
Live where: Of course,our house.....[HAHA,TING STUFF...IT'S NOT PROMBLE TO LIVE TOGETHER,BUT THE PROMBLE IS HOW TO GET ALONG VERY WELL WITH EACH OTHER...HE IS A GUY WHO WOULD LIKE TO SEEK PPL TO FIGHT WITH HIM EVERYTIME EVERYWHERE...FORMERLY WE ALWAYS GOT A FIGHT EACH DAY...OH,MY BEHAVIOUS...BUT,NEVER MIND,COZ HE TREATS ME AS A LADY ALRIGHT...WE USED TO THROW EACH OTHER IN PILLOW AND BOOKS ONLY]
With who: nobody.becasue he decide to stay with us...so my daddy is his guarantor but not his parents...责任重大。。。。
In the end,i never refuse him,also,no accept his mind as well....economy have to balance in personal,but not borrow from here borrow from there....hai......nobody believe what i say...
Singapore last night...i have to state i am shocked that he could ask me such thing in seriously.den I asked him nicely some question of what is his thought:
Purpose: Study......[THIS IS A GREAT REASON I CAN ACCEPT.SAME AS ME]
When: As fast as possible.Better now.......[WHAT A TIAN ZHENG!IT'S IMPOSSIBLE...COZ HE DON'T HAS PASSPORT AND WHATEVER PROCESS YET.AND FURTHER,NO FIT REASON]
Credit: he can loan S$50 thousand dollors only from Bank,if his parents agree..[HAI.-_-'''NOT ENOUGH I CAN TELL YOU NOW.NO ONE KNOWS HOW MUCH MY FATHER HAS DONATED TO MY PRESENT SCHOOL WHEN I WAS ARRANAGED INTO HERE...WHAT IS PRINCIPLE WELCOME FOREIGNER FOR,COZE SCHOOL NEEDS MONEY TO UPGRATE...HE DOESN'T KNOW....$50 THOUSAND NO USE FOR SCHOOL I REMINDER YOU ONCE ONLY]
Live where: Of course,our house.....[HAHA,TING STUFF...IT'S NOT PROMBLE TO LIVE TOGETHER,BUT THE PROMBLE IS HOW TO GET ALONG VERY WELL WITH EACH OTHER...HE IS A GUY WHO WOULD LIKE TO SEEK PPL TO FIGHT WITH HIM EVERYTIME EVERYWHERE...FORMERLY WE ALWAYS GOT A FIGHT EACH DAY...OH,MY BEHAVIOUS...BUT,NEVER MIND,COZ HE TREATS ME AS A LADY ALRIGHT...WE USED TO THROW EACH OTHER IN PILLOW AND BOOKS ONLY]
With who: nobody.becasue he decide to stay with us...so my daddy is his guarantor but not his parents...责任重大。。。。
In the end,i never refuse him,also,no accept his mind as well....economy have to balance in personal,but not borrow from here borrow from there....hai......nobody believe what i say...
Sunday, June 06, 2004
Oh,My dearest Grandma will come here from Shanghai soon...so excited that last night i can't sleep till around 4.30am....haha..=D...Oringinal Daddy suppose on this wednesday,but later Grandma doesn't confirm that date,just becasue she said that maid hasn't finished perparing her luggage yet...-_-"""...haha..like that also can....but never mind,that's OK...tiny stuff wah....Miss her a lot...since my Grandpa passed away last year,she has been slimmer alot.so daddy has always been asking her come here to stay with us non-stop,but she refused as the Custom can't allow a wife leave her husband even out of house for one year,at least,after he passed away... The other reason why she doesn't come here because of those houses...sucks.....Despite my parents all stated that they really don't care those stuff too much,Grandma still said she has to stay on and look after them keep clean and comfortable for us.....OH,my Grandma not maid alright.her duty is comfortablely to live with relax,but not clean any stuff as a maid...It's all my daddy's fault,told he sell them,he didn't want.Know buy into only don't know sell out....how stupid ppl like he!!!!....=p.......I said that we can rent them out to a very nice family,but turn my mum was simply unacceptable...Hai...she doesn't like stranger wah....so am i...=p........
Saturday, June 05, 2004
"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."-----After sing song back,your friend break up with you at once becasue she/he feel you got 'Lao nian chi dai' or 'aged dementia' already
"Hold a true friend with both your hands."----That true friend said he/she has not had freedom with you,den tread on you with both his/her foots.
"when you die,if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life."-----Xiaofeng Li[6 years],Tingting Hou[6 years],@ [half and 2 years],Jasline Tan[half and 2],Yeo Qi[1 year]....Enough? but how's their life? happy or not?Whether there is me in their great life? I would like to zi zuo duo qing.Always like that
"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."----Do you really know that who is hearing;who is listening;who is understanding? Can i just nod my head and let you self guess what am i thinking?
"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them." ----I'd be at the bottom to catch them,and then was flattened by my friendZ...
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."----I will,but she/he won't becasue I'm not a real friend in her/his heart.If She/he not trust me stand by side,how? It's two person's business but not one only.
"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."---- Correct,but i have no time to regret already. It's a suitable time to realise and cherish recent one.
"I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?
What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug to the people you care about?
What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?"----How? no how,just speak out bravely.Then waiting for everybody treat you as crazy one.
"Hold a true friend with both your hands."----That true friend said he/she has not had freedom with you,den tread on you with both his/her foots.
"when you die,if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life."-----Xiaofeng Li[6 years],Tingting Hou[6 years],@ [half and 2 years],Jasline Tan[half and 2],Yeo Qi[1 year]....Enough? but how's their life? happy or not?Whether there is me in their great life? I would like to zi zuo duo qing.Always like that
"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."----Do you really know that who is hearing;who is listening;who is understanding? Can i just nod my head and let you self guess what am i thinking?
"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them." ----I'd be at the bottom to catch them,and then was flattened by my friendZ...
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."----I will,but she/he won't becasue I'm not a real friend in her/his heart.If She/he not trust me stand by side,how? It's two person's business but not one only.
"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."---- Correct,but i have no time to regret already. It's a suitable time to realise and cherish recent one.
"I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?
What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug to the people you care about?
What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?"----How? no how,just speak out bravely.Then waiting for everybody treat you as crazy one.
Friday, June 04, 2004
Today is our last English enrichment day,holiday start from tomorrow truely,that is means,it's no time to give the present of Xueting's birthday already if today miss....So,I decided to give her today and then so i just did it...only me take out,very extra....hehe..Jasline and Xiaoting said waiting till school is re-opened... seeing Xueting happy,i know i'm correct one... Suddenly recalled something what @ said to me,at the same time,that girl went towards and told me that she's sorry for yesterday she forgot to congratulate me for my completion of my first month of life. Because before she forgot to give me present when my birthday reached,so she agreed me when i 'full moom',she could congratulate 4 me...haha...@, empty promise hor...I will remember this and you always....hehe...Anyway,Jasline and Xiaoting,both of my friends,that day i forgot to thank you for your present,but today i must say:don't worry,i will return you all one day,i promise...=p....[joke],haha..no wealth got capable of buying our friendship...okok.=]...lOve yA,4ever...
Thursday, June 03, 2004
In suprised,saw Yvon left a comment in my blog....oh,my gOd...my tears suddenly rolled through the cheek quickly,like a line was tasted bitter and hot,just down down down without doubt...damn seriously...uncontrollable behavior..I self also cannot explain what's wrong with me just now....felt a kind of touched plus a little sad were beating my heart heavily together...hehe...=p
...very stupid one alright...She told me don't be sad over both of him and her,oringinal i have stopped my immature nervous,but as soon as saw her comment,i cried..haha.... what a foolish human!The more a guy ask me not to be sad or whatever again,the more i would do it just for fun.....=]...
Anyway,bOn,really really thank you for your concern so much...i will happy4ever,i promise you now...yes,of course,you must promise me you also have to happy everyday,ok?...not smile only,but happy from the botton of our heart...=]...lOvE ya..[hUgS]...=]
...very stupid one alright...She told me don't be sad over both of him and her,oringinal i have stopped my immature nervous,but as soon as saw her comment,i cried..haha.... what a foolish human!The more a guy ask me not to be sad or whatever again,the more i would do it just for fun.....=]...
Anyway,bOn,really really thank you for your concern so much...i will happy4ever,i promise you now...yes,of course,you must promise me you also have to happy everyday,ok?...not smile only,but happy from the botton of our heart...=]...lOvE ya..[hUgS]...=]
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Sometimes I know the words to say,
Give thanks for all you have done,
But then they fly up and away,
As quickly as they come.
How could I possible thank you enough,
The one who makes me whole,
The one to whom I owe my life,
The forming of my soul.
The one who tucked me in at night,
The one who stopped my crying,
The one who was the expert,
At picking up when I was lying.
The one who saw me off to school,
And spent sad days alone,
Yet magicallly produced a smile,
As soon as I came home.
The one who makes such sacrifices,
To always put me first,
Not loving 'casue I have to'
But loving 'just because'.
What way is there to thank you,
For never giving up on me,
For changing with me as I changed,
For Oh-so-many years.
Thank you for the gifts you give,
For everything you do,
So i have to live.
But thank you,MOMMY,most of all,
For you never leave me as Daddy not at home...
So,From now,
Turn I,your daughter,protecting you forever.
lOvE YA.......\^_^/
Give thanks for all you have done,
But then they fly up and away,
As quickly as they come.
How could I possible thank you enough,
The one who makes me whole,
The one to whom I owe my life,
The forming of my soul.
The one who tucked me in at night,
The one who stopped my crying,
The one who was the expert,
At picking up when I was lying.
The one who saw me off to school,
And spent sad days alone,
Yet magicallly produced a smile,
As soon as I came home.
The one who makes such sacrifices,
To always put me first,
Not loving 'casue I have to'
But loving 'just because'.
What way is there to thank you,
For never giving up on me,
For changing with me as I changed,
For Oh-so-many years.
Thank you for the gifts you give,
For everything you do,
So i have to live.
But thank you,MOMMY,most of all,
For you never leave me as Daddy not at home...
So,From now,
Turn I,your daughter,protecting you forever.
lOvE YA.......\^_^/
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Just now Jasline SMS me told me that she never told me yesterday is normal time to reach school,she just asked me is it normal time reach....haha...okok....i kown already..it's not your fault,really...you know i am a quite understanding gal alright...so,i won't scold you,and i forgave and forgot already...that's yesterday's stuff,it's over no worth to remember for us...that's all...haha
haha,Yesterday putted my english file in @'s bag because i got lazy to bring it back to school today...as @ got bag,i don't have...so asked @ putting it into her bag and bringing it as well as her own file to school,then passing it for me in the next morning.....then today she lated,Xiaoting accompanied me waiting her outside her class door till enrichment started...when i thought she might couldn't come already and then took a paper from Xiaoting as mine to disguise,she suddenly appeared and stood outside waving my file...very ciao...so cute i feel....haha...i stood up and she walked into my class in a hurry....i felt sooooo so sorry for her cOz there were a lots sweats on her forehead,that's mean,she was running to here....as she came in and explained what's up to Mrs Chong,observed her face was pretty white and sweating...haiz...DaRlInG @,really sorry le,you don't know as your face looked like very tired,my heard felt so ache,horrible.....*ShY*....hehe..=p....*wink*... next time i won't put my thing to your there,fou ze lian lei ni again,i will hate myself...
straight go home,watching and listening as usual...today ate fruits only till by 7.30 my mum back home,she cooked a water-fish for me....haha...=p...i am very lazy one... HaPpInEsS.....=]..
haha,Yesterday putted my english file in @'s bag because i got lazy to bring it back to school today...as @ got bag,i don't have...so asked @ putting it into her bag and bringing it as well as her own file to school,then passing it for me in the next morning.....then today she lated,Xiaoting accompanied me waiting her outside her class door till enrichment started...when i thought she might couldn't come already and then took a paper from Xiaoting as mine to disguise,she suddenly appeared and stood outside waving my file...very ciao...so cute i feel....haha...i stood up and she walked into my class in a hurry....i felt sooooo so sorry for her cOz there were a lots sweats on her forehead,that's mean,she was running to here....as she came in and explained what's up to Mrs Chong,observed her face was pretty white and sweating...haiz...DaRlInG @,really sorry le,you don't know as your face looked like very tired,my heard felt so ache,horrible.....*ShY*....hehe..=p....*wink*... next time i won't put my thing to your there,fou ze lian lei ni again,i will hate myself...
straight go home,watching and listening as usual...today ate fruits only till by 7.30 my mum back home,she cooked a water-fish for me....haha...=p...i am very lazy one... HaPpInEsS.....=]..
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