Good-bye and ForeveR

I. Realise there are too many feeling can't be decribed,esp showing in front Of people...

II. I have learnt keeping worries inside,nO longer complain tO people. Even though everyOne has ear to listen,but they don't have heart to understand. Why? Since they have their own worries eagerly waiting for others to listen them as welL... sO that's y i definately nO face tO trouble anyOne again because i seldom listened to them before as well. What i can do is,i must take it easy to the end! For good! haha.

III. Speak to wall easier than tallk tO ppl. really la. No harm to both,at least.

IV. I become quiter more. There have being countless times in class PeiRong asked me y am i so quite juz sit there staring PC. But honestly i don't hate who am i today. i even like it. Feeling relax and peaceful. No need to joy each Other or care others feeling...juz do what i want to do.....

IIV. I think i really improve alot. i mean deep inside. At least loneliness unable to hurt me easily again. Yes,I am quiter now,but what's difference between old and recent me is i didn't know how to talk but now reason is my mouth don't want to open. Oops. =].

Stay happy foreveRR!!

I miss 5 Of yOu!! Really! =]

14/7/2005

In Past,I Thought I Possess Everything In This World Such As Wealth And Happiness Till Nowaday,I Finally Realise tt Other Than My Parent,i Have Nothing!

Anyway, When i thOught everything endED in a dark way,she said she treats me as her BEST friend! Me Only and Only Me! I'm DIFFERENT for her!! YES!! Feeling is sO greatful!! I believe she reaLly mean iT. I BELIEVE!!! =] Even if nOthing will be same again,If bOth of us treatsure each other WELL den E histroy doesn't matter anymore,I dOn't believE we cannOt b3 friend again!!! Haha. Our Friendship must becOme mOre greater than we used to be'cOz the pain i experienced taught me hOw to be be more Understanding & tc of fri3nd's sOUl in heart!!

Everything is Okay In The End...

Look back the most important thing happened last year for me was there are 5 of friends appear in my life and alot of uncountable memories and laughters they gave me during tt year. If without them standin by my side to be my friends,i can't image how my sec4 would be looks like. Thanks God lent me to know them. Therefore,no matter what happen in the future,i can't forget them.
Till now i start 2 realise tt i created this blog maybe really is a correct way to record e past,whatever happy or pain,they're precious 4 me, forever. haha.
Thank You!

这种自导自演的日子。
没有共鸣，没有对敌，没有朋友，连个呼吸声都寻获无踪。早晚会得精神分裂症。感觉自己已经颓废。

L3t mE sl3ep tiIL painS gOn3

Juz Say what you want tO say

为什么女性要负责生育，经历撕心裂肺的产痛，还要被视为弱者？ 如果纯粹是弱者倒也罢了，受强者保护，不食人间烟火，理应如此。可偏偏事与愿违的，不少。
一名女性在怀孕期间被丈夫抛弃，男子振振有辞，释曰：下身难耐。
一妙龄女子被不幸施暴，受尽非人虐待，侥幸解救后，返家后，坠入另一种心灵虐待，受尽家人及社会的鄙视。
这是什么世界？
曾看到有一则留言道：请用心谅解接受那些不幸的女孩。语气诚恳，可措词实在可笑。何来谅解何来接受？她们做错了吗？她们是受害者本应受到更多的呵护和照顾，如果经济不允许，也必须当作一名普通的女孩平平凡凡的成长老逝。
不幸不代表未来的一生将坎坷。坎坷全是社会人心给的承重压力。
可事实是什么？。。。只觉得心痛！！！
这个病态的人心，病态的社会，何时男女可以真正平等？

思定则情忘，
体虚则气运，
心死则神活，
阳盛则阴消。

Firelight, it's a kind of magic.
Firelight makes time stand still.
When you put out the lamps and sit in the firelight's glow,there aren't any rules any more.You can do what you want,say what you want,be what you want.
And when the lamp is lit again,time starts again.
And everything you said or did is forgotten.
More than forgotten,it never happened.

Neven appear again. NeveR.

Yesterday wrote down many feelings supposed to post here next day. But today suddenly feeL all are fade. One coin have two sides. Recent lifestyle if can't make you comfortable,what u can do is change to another way. I just don't believe nothing can't be easy in the end. Worst is go die. Nth supposed to be afraid. Juz let GO!

Those damn long complaints r troublesome,i think short cut to summary as Commemoration juz enough Liao. haha.. Regrade complaint as commemoration,haha,im so lame.
( I ) Whenever think of how sad my 18th birthday Eve is, i would believe there is retribution exist in this world.
( III ) Let me telL you sumthing,T,i won't starve to death without her returning. But it's terrible sUx tt she gave me an excuse explaining tt she's no money be'coz she juz back from Kbox . After play here play there buy this buy that den telL me im sorry no money anymore. And you even think she's right! .... = ="". Admire U.

WelL. CalL me 'STUPID'. I need to fan sheng. hehe. That's alL.

She said she think of me coz of a similar voice and den miss me, i almost burst into tears. Can't believe it rite? =] but i realLy Touch. Forget it! No one will believe tt ppl juz cry happily for a friend but thinking me act only. WhateveR. AT LEAST I BELIEVE MYSELF. PLS,I DON'T CARE OTHERS BUT U MUST BELIEVE IT! I REALLY MISS YOU,FRIEND! =]

Afternoon Yuting gave me a big surprise and callED me. She said she found a job with a good paid. $4000 per month. Den blablabla. Ending she told me she found her BF has married,but she decideD to choose pretending know nothing becOz her BF is her company's bOss. = =""" At tt time I really don't know i should sigh or happy for her... What a clever girL she is noW!!
Den after tt,we continue Chat in MSN.. World,alL of a sudden, become darkness and meaningLesS For me. One of purpose of earning mOney is to live a higher leveL liFe. but now,obviously,it sEems PpL live FoR mOnEy.

Jas's Dad health not very goOd. Her moOd damn piss off now. What's wrong with my friends?!! Shit!

Another day!

To Meichen ('',) :

Found your mood not v good yesterday. It's quite sad tt see you said you had never met a true friend before. How come? Would you ask this question before yourself instead of crying for fate unfair? Yes,i agree fate is unfair,this world has no fair at alL,for everyone. So everyone eagerly need friend when they're lonely. If u'r not free,you can reject 2 accompany them; constrary,when u are free,they need you,why don't with them? You gt them,they gt you,two ppl's world,how perfect is! =D. One of purposes of friend is solving lonely,when they're lonly,of coz look for U otherwish they look for who?
Think of how many happy days they gave you,you will take it easy immediately! Angry or complain can't make things better. How waste energy!
Well,maybe you will say im not you,i don't understand you. Ok,yes,it's true. I won't intervene your bz anymore,i say these juz for comforting you because once we're friend.
There is a sentence i wanna telL you for long but always hesitate abt it didn't say till now,actually you're v lucky already! You were born in singapore,you're singaporean, you have a singapore's passport which can gain alot of countries' respect and envy.Hahax. what else you want? Can you image what despiteful stare looks like when you pass through Customs in airport? Hehe. Forget it. Maybe you have family prob, but without family you also won't be happier more. If u can live happily without family,i speechless; If else,Take it easy.
In Afghanistan there are still 30 thousand of people live on, no matter how suffer we are,no one can more suffer than them..

weii

Oops,im happy that i still rmb once i created a blog which gave me a great place to shoot alot Of things happened in those twO years otherwise i would get mad without this blog. i am not going to fOrget till end Of my life,unless one day it's damn Unfortunate i carelessly burst into a traffic accident causes me lost my memories abt them... Umm...it's not funny... Stop it. AlL in all, Im back. HAHA.

Yesterday it's Liping's birthday,11 of us attended her birthday party opened in her Western-style house with three-floor. Darren brought an ice-cream cake for her without asking us to share with him,So rich of him!! Love's strength so wonderful! haha. 'Ta de yi ge xin, mahmah,xian gei yi ge ren,mahmah!' haha.

We watched ghost movie first. Charmain really funny,scream with high sharp voice at screen all the way,we're all scared by her scream but not by movie itself.HAHA. Den they plaied Majiang,i didn't know rule,so Eslyn,Huixuan,Xianglin,Shimei and i continued watching TV.
TilL 10pm plus,back home. =]

All the best!

XiAoTiNg!~

XiaOting, Happy 17TH birthday tO yOu!!!
Study and wOrk Hard To fulfiL youR dream First; Secondly,Look For a BF To Take Care Of U be'cOz sometimes you're sO carelesS tt makes me worry abt yOU it's tOo bad; Last but not least,U must wish you won't forget there is a CUTE friend like me once in your life' journey and pls be my friend ForEveR!!! =D

Today meet Xiaoting for passing her present. There are alot of laughter between us in the way. Haha... Den after reach home,She sms me laughing tt i didn't give her birthday card together with present... =p. Hahaha. sO tml i must go ad pass it to her coz my card is the most important part of present for her as while as celebrating her birthday wif Jas,xue and mc... hahaha. Gonna spend $$ again. hehe.... Don't wanna tell her abt i will gt go tml so as to give her a surprise... AlL in alL, today is a happy day with a happy ending.

Em..The Only Thing that disappointed me is i find ML is not as mature as i used to think. Even has abit bu dong shi... Hai....... ren bu ke mao xiang....

I finalLy told her who he is...she said not v obvious.. and gave me alot of advices,i,Of cOz,chose to believe alL. For Good,for myselF.For Respect. Yup. Feeling become betteR . =D Thanks!! ;]

Yuwen told me a phrase that v interesting :
水至清则无鱼，
人至察则无友.
Thanks!! =]

karen:
The mOrE peOples i meet,
the MoRe i want yOu bE my side For3veR!

Is U only and Only U....

Hai``~
I MisS yOu,My beloved Friend!!!

Xiaoting,jas,mc and meili go Kbox today and they asked me whether i want go together,i immediately replied NO. Hai~.. Wish them stay happy always!

Ting,I'M sorry, tml we must meet each other don't change date again le,can? =]

Before you complain

Be clear in your mind why you are dissatisfied.Was it the way you were treated? A wrong decision? Defective goods? What exactly went wrong?
Be clear in your own mind what you want to happen as a result of making a complaint. Do you want an apology? Do you want a different decision? Do you want the proper service that should have been provided in the first place? Do you want replaced goods? You should mention this to the organisation you are complaining to and ask for prompt action.
Who to complain to
This will be different depending on what type of organisation you are complaining to and the scale of your complaint. The following three steps are a general guideline. For more specific complaint procedures see the Information Section where you can find the specific steps for each organisation;
You should attempt to resolve your complaint directly with the parties involved: i.e. take the product purchased back to the shop, or attempt to have the service redone.
You should contact the relevant senior management or customer services department. It may be necessary to communicate with them several times before taking the next step. Most good organisations will have internal complaints procedures and complaints are often resolved using these. However sometimes they aren't and that's when you should consider the third step. It is worth mentioning that you are considering or have decided to take your complaint to the relevant authorities, sometimes this may provoke more serious consideration of a complaint
You should contact the relevant authority or overseer who will be able to give advice on how to exacerbate your complaint if you are still not satisfied. Ask the institution which is the relevant independent ombudsman or adjudicator to whom you can take your complaint (you can also find this information by browsing the Information Section of this site). Alternatively you can contact your local Citizens Advice Bureau or Trading Standards Office who will be able to help and give you advice on who you should contact next. Some Ombudsman or executive agencies such as Oftel or Ofgem may take complaints up for you.

Complaining Only Makes Things Worse

Behind every complaint is an idea or a belief or a value that a person is committed to. Otherwise,why be upset?
once people stop thinking of themselves as complainers -- which is not an ennobling way for anyone to feel -- and start thinking of themselves as people who are committed to something, that sets the stage for them to do something about their problem. That happens not by dismissing the complaint but by finding the commitment behind it.

Figure out what others around you -- and what you yourself -- are doing to thwart the goal you're committed to. Identify to what degree you have some control of the situation. That doesn't mean that other people aren't responsible. It's about recognizing that in almost every circumstance, we have some hand in why our commitment is not being realized. For example, somebody might realize that he's never told his boss, "I don't feel you're taking my perspective into account. I'm not happy with the way we work together."

Be direct. Relaying a compliment through a third party may seem better than nothing, but is it going to have the desired effect? Not really. To offer a meaningful compliment, make sure you talk directly to the person you're complimenting. Don't say something nice about someone to his coworkers or praise him in a meeting that he's not in. Compliments have more power when they're delivered directly to the person, preferably in front of other people.

Be specific. Merely saying, "Hey, you did a great job in that meeting last week" may sound nice, but in practical terms, it is a fairly worthless remark. The problem is that the person you're talking to has no idea what he did that impressed you or how he made a difference. Give as much information as you can about why you're pleased and what effect the person's actions have had on the larger picture.

Be professional. It's better to tell someone how her good deeds or work affected you, rather than telling her what kind of person you think she is. You shouldn't presume to define someone (even in a flattering light), and personal assessments are just that -- personal. Instead of saying, "I appreciate what a thoughtful person you are," try saying, "I appreciate the way you took time to fill me in on that meeting I missed."

Realise i did Alot of silLy thing before! Look back i was Childish to say thOSE words To heR! Although maybe it just is an excuse,it's true that there were many things happened at thOSE mOnthes making me tOO upset to remember to be responsible for What i do, nO matTeR How i FeEl.

Thanks K for helping me to cover what did i wrtie in my tag-board.That's really wonderful!
Thanks Ting and Jas who stand by my side and support me always.

And,mc,i'm sOrRy. =[.

I wrote your name on sand, it got washed
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away,
then I wrote your name on my heart & I got heart attack.

God saw me hungry, He created pizza
He saw me thirsty, He created Pepsi
He saw me in the dark, He created light
He saw me without problems, He created YOU.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

The rain makes all things beautiful,
The grass and flowers too
If rain makes all things beautiful,
Why doesn't it rain on you?

Roses are red, violets are blue
Monkeys like you should be kept in zoo
Don't feel so angry
you will find me there too
but Not in cage but laughing at you.

When your life is in the darkness,
Pray to God ask Him to free you from the darkness,
And if after you pray and you are still in the darkness,
Please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL !!!!

Maomao and her BF

Jun's comment to her bf is 'Wolao,isn't he a human??!!'....haha... but i thinK sO. haha. HandsOme tilL can FainT siA!
Maomao said he treats her very welL,juz what she can't stand is sometimes he would like to contrOl everthing she did. But nowaday better more,he changed alOt foR her. 5555....这世上痴情的男人还真多。。... 可我竟这么没本事一个都逮不到。。。5555... 欺负人嘛。。。。讨厌！！Let me hit the waLl! 5555555. But rmb help and pulL me....haha..lame...

Wish my friend and her darling stay happy always and wiLl love each Other FoReVeRRR!!!!!!!!Yoyo!!! +*Pray*

Life is half spent before we know what it is.

Life can only be understood backwards;but it must be lived forward.

The secret of life is not to do what one likes,but to try to like what one has to do.

Happiness is the interval between period of unhappiness.

The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for circumstances they want,and if they cannot find them,make them.

A man can fail many times,but he isn't a failure until he begins to blame someone else.

Pessimist: One who,when he has the choice of two evils,chooses bOth.

It's easier to please a million people you don't know than to please one person you dO know!

No man can lose what he never had.

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.

yOu Faint,I Faint,We Faint TogEtheR..

Today went to take N oral exam. For me,i felt i have done very welL. Not best but it's my first time there is a confidence on self to believe i can pass english Oral. Haha.. Since i'm toO happy,sO after that i went to Parkway shopping...haha.. Brought dear mummy a suit (her birthday coming soon =]) and used 'Popular' ticket to buy a Barbie Pencil Box for myselF... =D

After reached home,i told parents how goOd i feel for my Oral. They gave me an excited expression at once,making me sO touch!!! I even sense that they're happier than me!!! EspecialLy Mum!! Her big smile sO bright at me that almOst can caused me melt!! haha... I love my mum! I LOVE MY MUM!! I LOVE MY MUM TO THE BEST OF BEST!!!!!

Last but not least,I'm thankful tO Xueting,Xiaoting and Jas's care and greeting sO so So much,heartfuLly!!
Thanks Xue,who said good luck tO me and couraged me before a day of Oral and copied many Oral questions fOr me partical... =+HuGZ+= Love Ya!! Anything sms me and i wilL give U my eaR nO matter what hapPen!! =D
Thanks Ting said she will call me in Order tO help my Oral exam and thanks those a lot Of msgs yOu sent. I'm sorry Waste your hp bilL...hai...Well,i have a good idea of saving your money,you want know? Ask your mama pay ba...... =D
Jas,Thank you really mUch 4 yOur caring askED me hOw abt my Oral as soon as U heard i gt oral today frOm xue! SO SWEET OF YOU!! Sorry I didn't tell you,neither careless nor unwilling,is only because i don't want tO trouble you,(since i have troubled 3 ppls already.) haha...
Karen: Haha,dictionary very usefuL! ThankS aLoT advice Me!!! and i sLoWly read wOrd By word like what U said! UsefUl as welL! Thanks!!
Mc: Soorry For Didn't telL u As WelL sO that nOthing to talk to yOu...oOps...not gu yi...sOrry...=p. Take care yA!! haha!

每天抱怨，唠叨，自怜的时间不要超过10分钟.

如果不幸你爱的男子有另一个女人，无论你是他的老婆，未婚妻或女朋友，请不要动念头和她“见面谈一下”，没必要－－－立即离开那个男人! 　　　

女人永远不要问这个问题:”为什么不爱我?”

任何时候都不要喝太多酒，当天晚上吐的东西，次日早上还要自己收拾，可能会吐第二次，太累。折磨自己，不值得。

其实，人生即使有伴也是寂寞的－－－－不如及早培养兴趣，中年之后，种花养鱼.

大事坚持原则，小事学会变通.

永远不要在想让你哭的人面前哭.

不要在不熟的人面前抱怨。

不要常常计算得失－－－－那是保险公司和你的对手的事. 　　　　

遇到好男人不妨追.

时代不同了，男女都一样，接保险丝，修马桶，换轮胎，装杀毒软件比生孩子更容易.

若你的房间越来越雪白素净，访客越来越少，桌面地板不允许有一丝灰尘，听到孩子的吵闹会心烦，每天洗手超过20次－－－－－去看心理医生

别逼男人撒谎，他会恨你，也别把他的话当真，你会恨他.

简单说，常常让你微笑的男人就是好男人.

若再不开始孝敬父母就太迟了!!

你看上去有多大，其实就多大.

若有机会上学，去上学

要快乐!

记住:你只能活一世.

" 交，乃浮云也；情，犹流水也；随有随无，忽生忽灭，有何不了，致意于谁 ? "

Life never prOmises us a bed of rOses. Every hurdle and hardship is there tO challenge us and make us tOgether.

“柔情似水，佳期入梦，忍顾鹊桥归路。 两情若是长久时，又岂在朝朝暮暮。”

因为他不爱我，所以不在一起也就理所当然了吧。长恨此生非我有,何时忘却营营。。。A bit of miserable. Hehe.

某次英文考试有两道题目：
1）我穿上外套，却发现第一个扣子掉了。
2）他听见电话铃响，就过去接了电话。
正确答案(answer)应为：
1）I put on my coat and found its first button was gone.
2）As soon as he heard the phone ringing, he went to pick it up.
但是某生的答案(ans)是：
1）Shit!
2）Hello?

老师在黑板上写了一句：Time is money. 并让同学们翻译。
有名学生答道： “汤姆是玛丽。”

小明上英文课时跟老师说：May I go to the toilet?
老师说：Go ahead.
小明就坐了下来。过了一会儿，
小明又跟老师说：May I go to toilet?
老师说：Go ahead. 小明又坐了下来。他旁边的同学于是忍不住问：你不是跟老师说要上厕所吗？ 怎么不去？
小明说：你没听老师说「去你个头」啊！

二次世界大战时，有一天德意日三国将军正在讨论第二天的战略。德国将军说：“我国负责坦克、军车和枪弹。” 意大利将军说：“我国负责出兵，只要武器够多， 要多少兵都没问题。” 两国将军问日本将军说：“贵国可以出什么东西？” 日本将军抓抓头，似乎想不到该出什么，于是德国将军说：“那你们出物资（supplies）好了。” 日本将军听了很高兴的说："Oh,That's easy. No problem." 第二天终于到来，德军开了坦克、军车等来到集合地点，稍后意军也纷纷赶到。可是 左等右等就是不见日本的物资供应。两国将军生气地说：“死日本鬼子怎么毁约了！” 话刚说完，突然四周的草丛里冒出一群全副武装的日本军，口中还大叫着： "Surprise!"

江青会见外宾，要求翻译要严格按她的意思翻，不许走样。
外宾一见到江青， 立刻拍马屁道："Miss Jiang, you are very beautiful." 翻译照翻。
江青心花怒放， 嘴上还 要谦虚一下：“哪里，哪里”。 翻译不敢怠慢，把江青的话翻成英文："Where? Where?"
外宾一愣，还有这样的人， 追问哪里漂亮的，干脆马屁拍到底："Everywhere, everywhere." 翻译：“你到处都很漂亮。”
江青更高兴了，但总是要客气一下：“不见得， 不见得 ”。翻译赶紧翻成英文："You are not allowed to see, you are not allowed to see."

一对热恋中的男女。女生非常没有安全感，于是对着男友说：“SAY ‘I LOVE YOU!! ’ SAY IT! SAY IT! SAY IT!” 男的答道：“IT!”

一位在美的留学生，想要考国际驾照。在考试时因为过于紧张，看到地上标线是向左转。
他不放心的问道:turn left？
监考官回答: right. 于是他立刻向右转……

某男，亦粗通英文，至使馆，有表要填，有一栏是：Sex，该男思之久已，毅然下笔： “Once a week”。
签证官观后暴笑，曰：“This item should be filled in with male or female.”
该男顿时赧颜，思之，填下“female”.
官楞之，曰：“shouldn’t it be male?”
男急释曰：“I am a normal man, so I have sex with female.

上初一的时候，英语老师让我们读课文，恰好是一段对话，于是叫了一男一女两个同学来读。
男：What time is it now?
女：It's nine.
男：Let's go to bed.
女：We go to bed at nine.
全班绝倒。

一次为一个初中小孩搞家教，在其英语课本上发现如下恐怖字眼：爸死 （bus ） 爷死 （yes ）哥死（girls）妹死（Mis）……死光（school）

一位来自日本的旅客，坐出租车去机场的路上，看到一辆汽车经过，就说：
“oh， TOKOTA！Made in Japan! It is very fast！”
又有一辆经过，他又说：
“oh， NISSAN ！Made in Japan! It is very fast！”司机有点不高兴，觉得他太吵了！
当第三辆经过时，他还是说：
“oh，HONDA！Made in Japan! It is very fast！”
后来到了机场，那个日本人就问：“How Much？”
出租车司机说：“1000！”
日本人惊奇的问司机：“为什么那么贵？”
出租车司机回答说：“oh，mileometer（计程表） ！Made in Japan! It is very fast！”

小强去看电影，到了电影售票处，发现一个老外和售票小姐连说带比得好半天，就自告奋勇的上前做翻译。
售票小姐说：麻烦你告诉她，现在坐票售完了只剩下站票， 如果要看要站着看。 小强转头就对老外说：no sit see, stand see. if see stand see.
老外回答说：sorry I don't understand your English.
小强就对售票小姐说：哦，他说他不懂英文.......

AfternOon During IFA lessOn received a msg from Xiaoting...Without doubt i Just can't cOntroL my tear tO rolL dOwn...Beernadette ,a classmate who next tO me, even shocked till stop typing ...hehe...bt nO chOice i reaLly felt tOuch...toUched bY this intime msg...Touched by her WhO stiLl Rmb me ...Rmb me when the time i need a friend tO rmb me.... sO i can't explain hOw important her care for me... At that mOment,at that time,at that second,i really thOught nOthing has changed...we wilL be friend foreveR... haha....XiaOtInG!! ThanK yoU really really mUch!! i LoV yOu!!! Anyway,that reaLly shOcks Me sO... When i becOme such weak tO keeP reality?

We are nOt in same place already. No longer be anymOre. but i still dream....-_-""

i am cryin in class?!! hai~ yue huo yue childish le....

Jas sms me say Science will seperate to 2 classes and she's sad coz she sure she will not be same class with K and Mc...
i reply: Maybe It's time tO make new friend and at least you r in same sch.......................................

Last weEk................................................................. One wOrd Only include: hai~.....

Hate my this such low vOice. okay. tOday stop here.

Wish tOday will be last time Of crying in frOnt Of Ppl... Tears can't helP anything,after AlL! Anything is better than walking away and crying night after night....hehe...

Sign Off. Good Night,my Friends!!

Help evA, huRt NEver!
Love evA,hAte NEver!
GivE evA,ExpECt NEver!
SMiLe evA,cRy NEver!
rMbEr ME evA,fOgEt ME NEver =p
gDnOn! StAy HaPi oWaEs!!

Yesterday heard a sentense which quite interesting attracted me alot:" 小女孩用吸烟，夜游，多交男友表示成熟，你就不必了."
And Then i cOpied iT tO educate YT,we laughed tilL lOst breath.


Never Ask: 'Why dOn't lOve Me?'

Another conclusion we made is: 简单说，常常让你微笑的男人就是好男人. (^^,)　　

Wed is Lady's day. sO yesterday nOne Of them cOme tuition again... neither Elieen nor Zhu...Leave me AlonE sitting there fOr 4 hOurs and listening... haha... This month there are 4 lessons but they come once only.....haha....Clever lol...go play on LD....bt if know Wed is Lady's day,den why still chOse on Wed studying at first?? ...-_-"'..... haha....

i lOvE My Mummy! ShE rOcKs!!!

First time talk about my school thing tO my mum since i was in primary ... It's a big & hard step fOr me... since i always thought adult's wOrld different from mine sO they wOn't understand me and maybe will laugh at my childish Or small opiniOn... Rmbed my mum even told me once tt Don't cOmplain Ur bz tO friendz because nO1 have responsible to share your wOrries and everyone have their Own bz to worry. i live On what she said for life. Tt's why i feel cOmplaint is a shameful thing and i say nth abt my bz with her at hOme..(but i still would like to complain everything tO blog,hahha)... Den tOday is an important conversation between mum and i....it's a goOd Begining FoR Us!!! hahhahaha....

When mum said:" i understand. Don't caRe thOse tiny $ anymOre,i will give U again." i almOst burst into tears. but i didn't in the end..haha. i have card,sO what i really need is sOmeone's care Only... Yes,my mum understands me! ShE UndeRstOoD!!! Enough!!! MaMa rOcKx!!! =D

Thanks My deAr XiaOting sO mUch!! I aM sOrRy fOr sUch tRoUblesOme pOuriNg out alOt of stufFs to U...I wiLl Do My BeSt tO CoNTrOl ThOsE bAd FeELiNg iN tHe FuTUrE. tHaNkS mAkE mE fEeL I'M nO aLoNe...ExPeCiAlLy ToDaY...OnLy U...ThAt'S miRaCl3 wHen i'M dOwn,yOu jUz App3Ar iN ThERe And ThE mOsT iMpOrTaNt ThInG U hAV3 Tim3 tO giV3 a EaR aS wElL aT tT tImE.... I cAn'T DeScRiBe My tOuCh bUt ThAnKS AlOt,rEaLlY!!! I LOVE YOU!

Happy All Of YoU SchoOl reOpen Day,First Day Of Third Term. Good Luck!! Have a Nice Day!!! miSS AlL Of U dEEpLy! =]

Don't Avoid Me,Don't Forget Me Once,Don't Leave Me Alone,I'M Not Really Strong And RealLy nO Need Friend Around Anyway As yOu All Think.Pls. hehe. =p

《宽恕-天龙八部》
如是我闻仰慕比暗恋还苦
我走你的路
男儿泪 女儿哭
我是你执迷的信徒
你是我的坟墓
入死出生 由你做主
你给我保护我还你祝福
你英雄好汉需要抱负
可你欠我幸福 拿什么来弥补
难道爱比恨更难宽恕
如是我闻爱本是恨的来处
胡汉不归路一个输一个苦
宁愿你恨得糊涂 中了爱的迷毒
一面满足一面残酷
你给我保护 我还你祝福
你英雄好汉需要抱负
可你欠我幸福拿什么来弥补
难道爱比恨更难宽恕


Love this sOng sO much...gt sO much feeling siA...haha...but unfortnately it's nowhere to find... hAix~ haha...nO choice... thanks u all juz sing yourself and image feeling lol...haha..

最近看到一个朋友发来的一篇文章，写的是一个男人在10岁、20岁、30岁、40岁和80岁这些不同年龄段的梦中情人。
这个男人在80岁时所期望的梦中情人是：活着，和我在一起......永远.....

当时我的眼睛有些湿润，年少的时光总是匆匆而过，也许还来不及品尝回味就已经逝去了。但是，永远相守在一起应该是每对相爱的人的共同心愿，就因为这句话很真实，所以才那么感人。

我的心愿就是和我爱的人who只爱我的人在一起......永远永远。

THere is nO lessOn these twO days...LessOn be cancelled aLL Of a sudden today...

＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋

i MISS 5 of them....and....xanga.........................BADLY...

XUETING: Give yoU a wOnderfuL rOse. Wish you become as pretty as this rOse fORev3R!!! ALL THE BEST!

Today is Xueting's birthday!!! haha...Too bad today no go out with her celebrating her birthday...i'm sOrry,ting!! sO Let me greet you in Public...
Happy birthday tO you!!!!
Happy birthday to you!!!
hAppY bIRthdAy tO XueTing,
happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Must stay happy everyday!!
Open it: http://love.mtv77.com/happybirthday.htm
Wish yOu StAy Happy fOrEv3R!!!!!

Get grounded. A big insight should leave you feeling more enlightened than ever.

Go ahead and go all the way. What's the point of putting in half your effort when you know you're capable of so much more than this? If you've got the ability and the stamina to pour into this project or relationship, there's no use in holding back. After all, you get out of this life what you put into it. So in order to get the best, you know exactly what it is that you have to do. Get started.

Gal is the qUeen of the jealOus....U should b3 know....
nOnE Of a gal would like to share a person she cares with Others...even friend alsO cannot except there is really nO chOice at aLL...
sO...either she or me...delete one Of names...

Having a pain in heart...seems skip to breath when see her name is accepted (subscribe) in there... sO down... i thought tt place is a secret...ours... hehe... Forget it. haha. WELL,DELETE MY NAME FROM U THERE.PLS.i am serious!

To All Of My Friendz!! I lOvE yA!!! =]

YOU ARE MY FRIEND
HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL BE FOREVER!
GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!!
OPEN IT: http://www.y250.com/plweb/nspy/nspy.htm

There are many funs happened on Tuesday(14/6/2005). but Original i don't want to write it down because anything i say i enjoyed it once will never happen again just like that friend i treasure about most in these years is taken from me too soon... =p... haha... Well,but after 2 days considering,i have went through my mind already,everything happen,happen for a reason... sO record down regards as commemorates,hope the day when i look back i won't have nothing at least. haha.

Met Up Jas and MC at 12:30 to buy Xue's present...i brought watch,Jas brought a very big bearbear pillow with pink and Mc'S present for xue is a nice hand-chain with heart shape mix with pink and white...after that by the time we suppost to meet together,there was a pigpig dare tO late...hahaha...den 4 Of us discussed eagerly tt later must gave her a fist one by one...hahahah.... den,unfortunately,when we saw her run towards us,our heart suddenly become soften and just 不舍得了 lol... haha...nO la,no sUch good thing...real reason is because we suddenly become too lazy to beat ppl tt needs to use strength ma,tt's sO troublesOme lol...sO lOl...hahhaha....tt's y we never gave you free fist...haha....sorry sorry...but never mind la hOr?? next time la,next time you come late again,i sure will give u de lA...maybe get one free one alsO gt possible...hahahah...SEE ME SO SWEET SIA!! HAHAHA..... =D
den go kbox with Xueting,Jas,Xiaoting,meichen and meiLi for celebrating xueting's coming birthday...quite funny...xiaOting become crazy...haha...turn out of controL...haha...have alOt oF laughter...sO happy...Lucky they're under 18,otherwise after drink deer, no1 can't imagin what consequence will be...hahhaa....

After singing,6 Of us went take phOto.. den heard jas's house all black nO electric...sO i decided left for awhile don't back home.... den took cash and went to eat.... (.......) -_-"""....... haha...den something makes me speechless....haha...Oh,who have free time to give me a ear to listen?? haha...

ok. ALL IN ALL,that is Happy day!! have a nice day,my friends!!! LoveZ YA ALOT!!!

bb. =D

Her bf...Emmm...tO be honest,i dislike him leh...seems sO $#%&@#^$..... he doesn't match ting....he not worth...but hear he very rich??!!.... Emmmm....still no worth...haha....

This is YuTing!! who i mentioned once tt MC's character as similiar as with... but still there are a little bit different between twO Of them la....n she is One of my twO good friends,in Shanghai, who still in contact... abt she,i think see from her face juz almost can realise what kind of woman she is liaO..rit? haha...ya,pretty and playfuL!!
AND once she promised me :After ten years, if our memories are still fresh and we still treasure each other . and she will be friend with me foreveR....
sO i am waiting...wOO....
Since i left her by the time i was 15,There are 6 years to be friend forever still left.... 6 years to prove our friendshiP...........
=]

Transfer frOm her MSN. (15_6_2005)
hoho~

友谊不可费力经营，否则就成了生意。
生意风险艰辛大，又何需用到朋友这等单纯的事上去？

即使结盟好友，时常打扰，总也不该。

强占友谊，最是不聪明。鸿爪雪泥，碰着当成一场欢喜。
一旦失去朋友，最豁达的想法莫如 ：本来就谁也不是谁的。

After seven years, sOme memories are still fresh. and they will be with us foreveR.

Friends are born,nOt made.

nO act Of kindness, nO matter hOw small,is ever waSted.

It's easier to forgive an enemy then to fOr give a friend.

sOmetimes when i'm angry i have the right to be angry,but that doesn't give me the right to be cRuel.

nO matter hOw much i care,sOme people just don't care back.

I hAve learnt that nOmatter hOw gOOD friend is, they Are gOing to hurt yOU every once in a while and yoU must fOrgive them fOr that.

NEVER explain! TrUe friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe you anyway!!!

K said LAME is a quite hurtful word...and ask me don't write it anymOre... Oh...sorry...i wrote it many times before when i am not sure what mean it is....nvr know it hurts before...hehe....im sorry...haix...don't know whether my other words also gt prob makes ppls misunderstood... scare siA...forgive me if i wrote wrong, pls??

Rmb first time i drop testi for friend....since i learn eng not very long....den good point write till seems negtive point...tt so upset...haha.... Must correct me if im wrong!!! Thanks k sO much!!!! Love SiA!!!!

Sometimes we meet in support groups Or in single's groups can form strong relationship,because we don't have any history with them. but this kind of friendship can't be deeper, Other wise sure got problem with One day.

Decision: NOne Of new friends can replace the status of old friends who experience those same days with me in heart. nOne Of them. I won't use heart to make friend anymOre as well. Oops,tOO serious?? hahhaha...ok la. bt i really mean tt. Suddenly recall what xianglin said...tt she suffers confused to choose which one must to be mOre treasure between her old close friend and new close friend.... Rmb what my response at that time was: keep bOth. Till now, i regret what i said. Why would i thought i have ability to keep bOth and treasure and won't neglect any one of them in the future?? Being a friend, i have the responsibility to be there for my best friend always,never neglect her,support or belief her only no matter who's fault and give the best to her.... these and thOse, if i have twO or above best friend, which one i can surely fulfill totally?
BEST can't cut to piece. Best is sole one and one only.
No time,nO ability to give the best to friend,don't make fRiend in e begining.
Wonder what r those who have many 'BEST' friends in world thinking?? Who is that one in their heart to care the most?? hahah...

现在终于明白，我们常常爱上的是感觉。爱上了他的默契，爱上了他的浪漫，却不一定是爱了他这个人。该爱的是因为他是我的选择。Such simple!
佛语有两个字：缘投。缘投这两个字不是英俊，也不是漂亮，而是缘分的缘，投合的投。

跟异性交往最重要的不是他有多好，而是他对你有多好。一个人如果条件很好，有一百分，可是这一百分之中，他只给你三四十分，或一二十分；相反地，另一个人也许只有七八十分，可是他却是全心全意的对待你，那你应该选择哪一个？

我虽然做不到一个“最好的人”，可是我却可以做得到一个“对你最好的人”。每一个男孩子都会说甜言蜜语：“虽然我不是世界上最好的男人，但我是世界上对你最好的男人。”反过来女孩子也是一样，这是每个人都做得到的。

嗯！

Today go Parkway with Xt and Jas for Xue's present...haha...we warmly discuss what type of present she likes and den list all on mind to choose such as bag la,wallet la,clOth la,bubby la,berber la and necklace and so on....They make jokes all the way! very funny twO of them!! =D Den By the time 6pm,after we spend whole afternoon to walk around hor,we almost buy nothing home... hahaha....sO funny two Of them,haha, excluding me of cOz! Know y leH?! because i brought alot between-meal nibbles go home eat at least......hahah... But the most weird thing is although we didn't buy present anyway,all cashes we brought from home are all spent finish. 0_- '''... Don't know spend to where as well...
Really happy to meet them again. Thanks sO much!haha. Love yA!! Next week if gt go kbOx,must call me join ok? Can't wait to see you again! hahah... tt's all. bb,dear friends.

Anyway,Mc sent me a msg in friendster yesterday.(or ytd of ytd??) ... den i reply her today. My 'u did nth wrong' manner makes me seems talking to a (...... ). den ytd J and k asked me how i feel now...either i didn't respon or reply nth... haha...not diaO but i really nothing to include... What i think is Even if say out le,troublesome still will be there and nth will be changed...maybe friend's support or advice can make me feel better or dO wisely.............but waste time to talk about this kind of thing i feel v rubbish... sO...tt's all lo. hahaha...

TT also e first time i realise what big difference between mc and i is. Yes,U r right. reaLlY tOtally diff. haha.

Hometown --- Shanghai Night!!!

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices:
either tell what you feel and let the love take place
or
hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.

It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.
One leads to another and the process is irreversible.
The best of lovers is the greatest of friends!

I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend, I love you because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you can't have. I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me.

And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me.

I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free.

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"

Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there.
You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else.

Food for thought, think of this:
Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?

Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?

Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she
whispers someone else's name?

Will you?

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride.

When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits.

When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing.

If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using.

True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season.

Love them like a river because a river flows forever.

Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.

Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again.

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall! And fooling around with her feelings like they meant nothing!!! (this goes for gals as well)

The most painful thing that it hurts u when u love and care a person more than just a fren.

.夜色是惟一可以在遮遮掩掩中显得很真实的东西，静静的等待中，每一个想法最终都会寂静地挂在天边，闪闪发亮。所以一个喜欢夜的女人是迟迟不肯睡去的。不用任何的伪装，干净的脸上挂着最淳朴的表情，守在自己的空间里，抱着随心所欲的思想，满足而又感伤。
女人的寂寞，冷暖自知。
如果你遇上一个不怕寂寞的女人，那就好比说你会得到全世界一样，是不可能的。

haha...Finally received a Xuan's photo from QQ ytd. hoho...become prettier le this gal....Wow. And,She said she would transfer me her bf de photo soon in these days maybe...haha...heard he nt quite handsome but treats Xuan very well. den asked Xuan loves him ant...she paused there awhile ad respon,ok lol.....-_-"" Chew! sO damn diaO...hahahah. bf mature and loves her juz enough le la! There is a v High goal 4 this gal to look for a guy de.. =D haha. Juz lk someone so high aim 4 her result... haha. Anyway sO long to take a look how 'ugly' she meant her bf is.... haha..=p...38..haha... That background is her living room. Hai~ Miss sia!

A cup of Lemon tea makes A flash of smile. From this time we no longer struggle time with world. Everything in ur life juz prepared u for this magical moment.
迷恋上下午茶的女人，是成熟而感性的。她不会试图以一种冷漠、拒绝的姿态来防范着外界的触碰和骚扰，但也学会了不再诉苦，手中的茶杯仿佛是一种心情的回味，一段往事的承载，她学会了独自啜饮，独自享受着这份孤独的优雅和自我消受的寂寞。只是，她所有的寂寞、惆怅、快乐和忧伤已无需有人来一同分享。
Being a woman, pls be happy,for good,for yourself.