Tuesday, August 30, 2005


Firelight, it's a kind of magic.
Firelight makes time stand still.
When you put out the lamps and sit in the firelight's glow,there aren't any rules any more.You can do what you want,say what you want,be what you want.
And when the lamp is lit again,time starts again.
And everything you said or did is forgotten.
More than forgotten,it never happened.

Neven appear again. NeveR.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Yesterday wrote down many feelings supposed to post here next day. But today suddenly feeL all are fade. One coin have two sides. Recent lifestyle if can't make you comfortable,what u can do is change to another way. I just don't believe nothing can't be easy in the end. Worst is go die. Nth supposed to be afraid. Juz let GO!

Those damn long complaints r troublesome,i think short cut to summary as Commemoration juz enough Liao. haha.. Regrade complaint as commemoration,haha,im so lame.
( I ) Whenever think of how sad my 18th birthday Eve is, i would believe there is retribution exist in this world.
( III ) Let me telL you sumthing,T,i won't starve to death without her returning. But it's terrible sUx tt she gave me an excuse explaining tt she's no money be'coz she juz back from Kbox . After play here play there buy this buy that den telL me im sorry no money anymore. And you even think she's right! .... = ="". Admire U.

WelL. CalL me 'STUPID'. I need to fan sheng. hehe. That's alL.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

She said she think of me coz of a similar voice and den miss me, i almost burst into tears. Can't believe it rite? =] but i realLy Touch. Forget it! No one will believe tt ppl juz cry happily for a friend but thinking me act only. WhateveR. AT LEAST I BELIEVE MYSELF. PLS,I DON'T CARE OTHERS BUT U MUST BELIEVE IT! I REALLY MISS YOU,FRIEND! =]

Afternoon Yuting gave me a big surprise and callED me. She said she found a job with a good paid. $4000 per month. Den blablabla. Ending she told me she found her BF has married,but she decideD to choose pretending know nothing becOz her BF is her company's bOss. = =""" At tt time I really don't know i should sigh or happy for her... What a clever girL she is noW!!
Den after tt,we continue Chat in MSN.. World,alL of a sudden, become darkness and meaningLesS For me. One of purpose of earning mOney is to live a higher leveL liFe. but now,obviously,it sEems PpL live FoR mOnEy.

Jas's Dad health not very goOd. Her moOd damn piss off now. What's wrong with my friends?!! Shit!

Another day!

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

To Meichen ('',) :

Found your mood not v good yesterday. It's quite sad tt see you said you had never met a true friend before. How come? Would you ask this question before yourself instead of crying for fate unfair? Yes,i agree fate is unfair,this world has no fair at alL,for everyone. So everyone eagerly need friend when they're lonely. If u'r not free,you can reject 2 accompany them; constrary,when u are free,they need you,why don't with them? You gt them,they gt you,two ppl's world,how perfect is! =D. One of purposes of friend is solving lonely,when they're lonly,of coz look for U otherwish they look for who?
Think of how many happy days they gave you,you will take it easy immediately! Angry or complain can't make things better. How waste energy!
Well,maybe you will say im not you,i don't understand you. Ok,yes,it's true. I won't intervene your bz anymore,i say these juz for comforting you because once we're friend.
There is a sentence i wanna telL you for long but always hesitate abt it didn't say till now,actually you're v lucky already! You were born in singapore,you're singaporean, you have a singapore's passport which can gain alot of countries' respect and envy.Hahax. what else you want? Can you image what despiteful stare looks like when you pass through Customs in airport? Hehe. Forget it. Maybe you have family prob, but without family you also won't be happier more. If u can live happily without family,i speechless; If else,Take it easy.
In Afghanistan there are still 30 thousand of people live on, no matter how suffer we are,no one can more suffer than them..

weii

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Oops,im happy that i still rmb once i created a blog which gave me a great place to shoot alot Of things happened in those twO years otherwise i would get mad without this blog. i am not going to fOrget till end Of my life,unless one day it's damn Unfortunate i carelessly burst into a traffic accident causes me lost my memories abt them... Umm...it's not funny... Stop it. AlL in all, Im back. HAHA.

Yesterday it's Liping's birthday,11 of us attended her birthday party opened in her Western-style house with three-floor. Darren brought an ice-cream cake for her without asking us to share with him,So rich of him!! Love's strength so wonderful! haha. 'Ta de yi ge xin, mahmah,xian gei yi ge ren,mahmah!' haha.

We watched ghost movie first. Charmain really funny,scream with high sharp voice at screen all the way,we're all scared by her scream but not by movie itself.HAHA. Den they plaied Majiang,i didn't know rule,so Eslyn,Huixuan,Xianglin,Shimei and i continued watching TV.
TilL 10pm plus,back home. =]

All the best!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

XiAoTiNg!~

XiaOting, Happy 17TH birthday tO yOu!!!
Study and wOrk Hard To fulfiL youR dream First; Secondly,Look For a BF To Take Care Of U be'cOz sometimes you're sO carelesS tt makes me worry abt yOU it's tOo bad; Last but not least,U must wish you won't forget there is a CUTE friend like me once in your life' journey and pls be my friend ForEveR!!! =D

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Today meet Xiaoting for passing her present. There are alot of laughter between us in the way. Haha... Den after reach home,She sms me laughing tt i didn't give her birthday card together with present... =p. Hahaha. sO tml i must go ad pass it to her coz my card is the most important part of present for her as while as celebrating her birthday wif Jas,xue and mc... hahaha. Gonna spend $$ again. hehe.... Don't wanna tell her abt i will gt go tml so as to give her a surprise... AlL in alL, today is a happy day with a happy ending.

Em..The Only Thing that disappointed me is i find ML is not as mature as i used to think. Even has abit bu dong shi... Hai....... ren bu ke mao xiang....

I finalLy told her who he is...she said not v obvious.. and gave me alot of advices,i,Of cOz,chose to believe alL. For Good,for myselF.For Respect. Yup. Feeling become betteR . =D Thanks!! ;]

Yuwen told me a phrase that v interesting :
水至清则无鱼,
人至察则无友.
Thanks!! =]

Saturday, August 06, 2005

karen:
The mOrE peOples i meet,
the MoRe i want yOu bE my side For3veR!
Is U only and Only U....
Hai``~
I MisS yOu,My beloved Friend!!!

Xiaoting,jas,mc and meili go Kbox today and they asked me whether i want go together,i immediately replied NO. Hai~.. Wish them stay happy always!

Ting,I'M sorry, tml we must meet each other don't change date again le,can? =]