dunt want posting this blog in english again... it cannot make me express what i feel in correctly......and on the other hand,when K said tt she seldom read blog,i felt sth deep inside all of a sudden start losting. ...tat feeling,beyong express....suddenly this blog seemed become empty and meaningless for me at that time.....now recall still feel worthless as same as before.

consider if should I delete it??....Maybe ba.