Wed is Lady's day. sO yesterday nOne Of them cOme tuition again... neither Elieen nor Zhu...Leave me AlonE sitting there fOr 4 hOurs and listening... haha... This month there are 4 lessons but they come once only.....haha....Clever lol...go play on LD....bt if know Wed is Lady's day,den why still chOse on Wed studying at first?? ...-_-"'..... haha....

i lOvE My Mummy! ShE rOcKs!!!

First time talk about my school thing tO my mum since i was in primary ... It's a big & hard step fOr me... since i always thought adult's wOrld different from mine sO they wOn't understand me and maybe will laugh at my childish Or small opiniOn... Rmbed my mum even told me once tt Don't cOmplain Ur bz tO friendz because nO1 have responsible to share your wOrries and everyone have their Own bz to worry. i live On what she said for life. Tt's why i feel cOmplaint is a shameful thing and i say nth abt my bz with her at hOme..(but i still would like to complain everything tO blog,hahha)... Den tOday is an important conversation between mum and i....it's a goOd Begining FoR Us!!! hahhahaha....

When mum said:" i understand. Don't caRe thOse tiny $ anymOre,i will give U again." i almOst burst into tears. but i didn't in the end..haha. i have card,sO what i really need is sOmeone's care Only... Yes,my mum understands me! ShE UndeRstOoD!!! Enough!!! MaMa rOcKx!!! =D

Thanks My deAr XiaOting sO mUch!! I aM sOrRy fOr sUch tRoUblesOme pOuriNg out alOt of stufFs to U...I wiLl Do My BeSt tO CoNTrOl ThOsE bAd FeELiNg iN tHe FuTUrE. tHaNkS mAkE mE fEeL I'M nO aLoNe...ExPeCiAlLy ToDaY...OnLy U...ThAt'S miRaCl3 wHen i'M dOwn,yOu jUz App3Ar iN ThERe And ThE mOsT iMpOrTaNt ThInG U hAV3 Tim3 tO giV3 a EaR aS wElL aT tT tImE.... I cAn'T DeScRiBe My tOuCh bUt ThAnKS AlOt,rEaLlY!!! I LOVE YOU!

Happy All Of YoU SchoOl reOpen Day,First Day Of Third Term. Good Luck!! Have a Nice Day!!! miSS AlL Of U dEEpLy! =]

Don't Avoid Me,Don't Forget Me Once,Don't Leave Me Alone,I'M Not Really Strong And RealLy nO Need Friend Around Anyway As yOu All Think.Pls. hehe. =p

《宽恕-天龙八部》
如是我闻仰慕比暗恋还苦
我走你的路
男儿泪 女儿哭
我是你执迷的信徒
你是我的坟墓
入死出生 由你做主
你给我保护我还你祝福
你英雄好汉需要抱负
可你欠我幸福 拿什么来弥补
难道爱比恨更难宽恕
如是我闻爱本是恨的来处
胡汉不归路一个输一个苦
宁愿你恨得糊涂 中了爱的迷毒
一面满足一面残酷
你给我保护 我还你祝福
你英雄好汉需要抱负
可你欠我幸福拿什么来弥补
难道爱比恨更难宽恕


Love this sOng sO much...gt sO much feeling siA...haha...but unfortnately it's nowhere to find... hAix~ haha...nO choice... thanks u all juz sing yourself and image feeling lol...haha..

最近看到一个朋友发来的一篇文章，写的是一个男人在10岁、20岁、30岁、40岁和80岁这些不同年龄段的梦中情人。
这个男人在80岁时所期望的梦中情人是：活着，和我在一起......永远.....

当时我的眼睛有些湿润，年少的时光总是匆匆而过，也许还来不及品尝回味就已经逝去了。但是，永远相守在一起应该是每对相爱的人的共同心愿，就因为这句话很真实，所以才那么感人。

我的心愿就是和我爱的人who只爱我的人在一起......永远永远。

THere is nO lessOn these twO days...LessOn be cancelled aLL Of a sudden today...

＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋

i MISS 5 of them....and....xanga.........................BADLY...

XUETING: Give yoU a wOnderfuL rOse. Wish you become as pretty as this rOse fORev3R!!! ALL THE BEST!

Today is Xueting's birthday!!! haha...Too bad today no go out with her celebrating her birthday...i'm sOrry,ting!! sO Let me greet you in Public...
Happy birthday tO you!!!!
Happy birthday to you!!!
hAppY bIRthdAy tO XueTing,
happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Must stay happy everyday!!
Open it: http://love.mtv77.com/happybirthday.htm
Wish yOu StAy Happy fOrEv3R!!!!!

Get grounded. A big insight should leave you feeling more enlightened than ever.

Go ahead and go all the way. What's the point of putting in half your effort when you know you're capable of so much more than this? If you've got the ability and the stamina to pour into this project or relationship, there's no use in holding back. After all, you get out of this life what you put into it. So in order to get the best, you know exactly what it is that you have to do. Get started.

Gal is the qUeen of the jealOus....U should b3 know....
nOnE Of a gal would like to share a person she cares with Others...even friend alsO cannot except there is really nO chOice at aLL...
sO...either she or me...delete one Of names...

Having a pain in heart...seems skip to breath when see her name is accepted (subscribe) in there... sO down... i thought tt place is a secret...ours... hehe... Forget it. haha. WELL,DELETE MY NAME FROM U THERE.PLS.i am serious!

To All Of My Friendz!! I lOvE yA!!! =]

YOU ARE MY FRIEND
HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL BE FOREVER!
GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!! GOOD FRIEND!!
OPEN IT: http://www.y250.com/plweb/nspy/nspy.htm

There are many funs happened on Tuesday(14/6/2005). but Original i don't want to write it down because anything i say i enjoyed it once will never happen again just like that friend i treasure about most in these years is taken from me too soon... =p... haha... Well,but after 2 days considering,i have went through my mind already,everything happen,happen for a reason... sO record down regards as commemorates,hope the day when i look back i won't have nothing at least. haha.

Met Up Jas and MC at 12:30 to buy Xue's present...i brought watch,Jas brought a very big bearbear pillow with pink and Mc'S present for xue is a nice hand-chain with heart shape mix with pink and white...after that by the time we suppost to meet together,there was a pigpig dare tO late...hahaha...den 4 Of us discussed eagerly tt later must gave her a fist one by one...hahahah.... den,unfortunately,when we saw her run towards us,our heart suddenly become soften and just 不舍得了 lol... haha...nO la,no sUch good thing...real reason is because we suddenly become too lazy to beat ppl tt needs to use strength ma,tt's sO troublesOme lol...sO lOl...hahhaha....tt's y we never gave you free fist...haha....sorry sorry...but never mind la hOr?? next time la,next time you come late again,i sure will give u de lA...maybe get one free one alsO gt possible...hahahah...SEE ME SO SWEET SIA!! HAHAHA..... =D
den go kbox with Xueting,Jas,Xiaoting,meichen and meiLi for celebrating xueting's coming birthday...quite funny...xiaOting become crazy...haha...turn out of controL...haha...have alOt oF laughter...sO happy...Lucky they're under 18,otherwise after drink deer, no1 can't imagin what consequence will be...hahhaa....

After singing,6 Of us went take phOto.. den heard jas's house all black nO electric...sO i decided left for awhile don't back home.... den took cash and went to eat.... (.......) -_-"""....... haha...den something makes me speechless....haha...Oh,who have free time to give me a ear to listen?? haha...

ok. ALL IN ALL,that is Happy day!! have a nice day,my friends!!! LoveZ YA ALOT!!!

bb. =D

Her bf...Emmm...tO be honest,i dislike him leh...seems sO $#%&@#^$..... he doesn't match ting....he not worth...but hear he very rich??!!.... Emmmm....still no worth...haha....

This is YuTing!! who i mentioned once tt MC's character as similiar as with... but still there are a little bit different between twO Of them la....n she is One of my twO good friends,in Shanghai, who still in contact... abt she,i think see from her face juz almost can realise what kind of woman she is liaO..rit? haha...ya,pretty and playfuL!!
AND once she promised me :After ten years, if our memories are still fresh and we still treasure each other . and she will be friend with me foreveR....
sO i am waiting...wOO....
Since i left her by the time i was 15,There are 6 years to be friend forever still left.... 6 years to prove our friendshiP...........
=]

Transfer frOm her MSN. (15_6_2005)
hoho~

友谊不可费力经营，否则就成了生意。
生意风险艰辛大，又何需用到朋友这等单纯的事上去？

即使结盟好友，时常打扰，总也不该。

强占友谊，最是不聪明。鸿爪雪泥，碰着当成一场欢喜。
一旦失去朋友，最豁达的想法莫如 ：本来就谁也不是谁的。

After seven years, sOme memories are still fresh. and they will be with us foreveR.

Friends are born,nOt made.

nO act Of kindness, nO matter hOw small,is ever waSted.

It's easier to forgive an enemy then to fOr give a friend.

sOmetimes when i'm angry i have the right to be angry,but that doesn't give me the right to be cRuel.

nO matter hOw much i care,sOme people just don't care back.

I hAve learnt that nOmatter hOw gOOD friend is, they Are gOing to hurt yOU every once in a while and yoU must fOrgive them fOr that.

NEVER explain! TrUe friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe you anyway!!!

K said LAME is a quite hurtful word...and ask me don't write it anymOre... Oh...sorry...i wrote it many times before when i am not sure what mean it is....nvr know it hurts before...hehe....im sorry...haix...don't know whether my other words also gt prob makes ppls misunderstood... scare siA...forgive me if i wrote wrong, pls??

Rmb first time i drop testi for friend....since i learn eng not very long....den good point write till seems negtive point...tt so upset...haha.... Must correct me if im wrong!!! Thanks k sO much!!!! Love SiA!!!!

Sometimes we meet in support groups Or in single's groups can form strong relationship,because we don't have any history with them. but this kind of friendship can't be deeper, Other wise sure got problem with One day.

Decision: NOne Of new friends can replace the status of old friends who experience those same days with me in heart. nOne Of them. I won't use heart to make friend anymOre as well. Oops,tOO serious?? hahhaha...ok la. bt i really mean tt. Suddenly recall what xianglin said...tt she suffers confused to choose which one must to be mOre treasure between her old close friend and new close friend.... Rmb what my response at that time was: keep bOth. Till now, i regret what i said. Why would i thought i have ability to keep bOth and treasure and won't neglect any one of them in the future?? Being a friend, i have the responsibility to be there for my best friend always,never neglect her,support or belief her only no matter who's fault and give the best to her.... these and thOse, if i have twO or above best friend, which one i can surely fulfill totally?
BEST can't cut to piece. Best is sole one and one only.
No time,nO ability to give the best to friend,don't make fRiend in e begining.
Wonder what r those who have many 'BEST' friends in world thinking?? Who is that one in their heart to care the most?? hahah...

现在终于明白，我们常常爱上的是感觉。爱上了他的默契，爱上了他的浪漫，却不一定是爱了他这个人。该爱的是因为他是我的选择。Such simple!
佛语有两个字：缘投。缘投这两个字不是英俊，也不是漂亮，而是缘分的缘，投合的投。

跟异性交往最重要的不是他有多好，而是他对你有多好。一个人如果条件很好，有一百分，可是这一百分之中，他只给你三四十分，或一二十分；相反地，另一个人也许只有七八十分，可是他却是全心全意的对待你，那你应该选择哪一个？

我虽然做不到一个“最好的人”，可是我却可以做得到一个“对你最好的人”。每一个男孩子都会说甜言蜜语：“虽然我不是世界上最好的男人，但我是世界上对你最好的男人。”反过来女孩子也是一样，这是每个人都做得到的。

嗯！

Today go Parkway with Xt and Jas for Xue's present...haha...we warmly discuss what type of present she likes and den list all on mind to choose such as bag la,wallet la,clOth la,bubby la,berber la and necklace and so on....They make jokes all the way! very funny twO of them!! =D Den By the time 6pm,after we spend whole afternoon to walk around hor,we almost buy nothing home... hahaha....sO funny two Of them,haha, excluding me of cOz! Know y leH?! because i brought alot between-meal nibbles go home eat at least......hahah... But the most weird thing is although we didn't buy present anyway,all cashes we brought from home are all spent finish. 0_- '''... Don't know spend to where as well...
Really happy to meet them again. Thanks sO much!haha. Love yA!! Next week if gt go kbOx,must call me join ok? Can't wait to see you again! hahah... tt's all. bb,dear friends.

Anyway,Mc sent me a msg in friendster yesterday.(or ytd of ytd??) ... den i reply her today. My 'u did nth wrong' manner makes me seems talking to a (...... ). den ytd J and k asked me how i feel now...either i didn't respon or reply nth... haha...not diaO but i really nothing to include... What i think is Even if say out le,troublesome still will be there and nth will be changed...maybe friend's support or advice can make me feel better or dO wisely.............but waste time to talk about this kind of thing i feel v rubbish... sO...tt's all lo. hahaha...

TT also e first time i realise what big difference between mc and i is. Yes,U r right. reaLlY tOtally diff. haha.

Hometown --- Shanghai Night!!!

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices:
either tell what you feel and let the love take place
or
hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.

It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.
One leads to another and the process is irreversible.
The best of lovers is the greatest of friends!

I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend, I love you because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you can't have. I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me.

And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me.

I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free.

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"

Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there.
You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else.

Food for thought, think of this:
Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?

Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?

Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she
whispers someone else's name?

Will you?

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride.

When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits.

When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing.

If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using.

True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season.

Love them like a river because a river flows forever.

Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.

Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again.

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall! And fooling around with her feelings like they meant nothing!!! (this goes for gals as well)

The most painful thing that it hurts u when u love and care a person more than just a fren.

.夜色是惟一可以在遮遮掩掩中显得很真实的东西，静静的等待中，每一个想法最终都会寂静地挂在天边，闪闪发亮。所以一个喜欢夜的女人是迟迟不肯睡去的。不用任何的伪装，干净的脸上挂着最淳朴的表情，守在自己的空间里，抱着随心所欲的思想，满足而又感伤。
女人的寂寞，冷暖自知。
如果你遇上一个不怕寂寞的女人，那就好比说你会得到全世界一样，是不可能的。

haha...Finally received a Xuan's photo from QQ ytd. hoho...become prettier le this gal....Wow. And,She said she would transfer me her bf de photo soon in these days maybe...haha...heard he nt quite handsome but treats Xuan very well. den asked Xuan loves him ant...she paused there awhile ad respon,ok lol.....-_-"" Chew! sO damn diaO...hahahah. bf mature and loves her juz enough le la! There is a v High goal 4 this gal to look for a guy de.. =D haha. Juz lk someone so high aim 4 her result... haha. Anyway sO long to take a look how 'ugly' she meant her bf is.... haha..=p...38..haha... That background is her living room. Hai~ Miss sia!

A cup of Lemon tea makes A flash of smile. From this time we no longer struggle time with world. Everything in ur life juz prepared u for this magical moment.
迷恋上下午茶的女人，是成熟而感性的。她不会试图以一种冷漠、拒绝的姿态来防范着外界的触碰和骚扰，但也学会了不再诉苦，手中的茶杯仿佛是一种心情的回味，一段往事的承载，她学会了独自啜饮，独自享受着这份孤独的优雅和自我消受的寂寞。只是，她所有的寂寞、惆怅、快乐和忧伤已无需有人来一同分享。
Being a woman, pls be happy,for good,for yourself.