Im sick...when i was asked to scanning here packing there nOn-stop,i was sick; when an aunt reminded me don't work too fast otherwise others would be jealous and think me 'hao lian' in order to grab their jobz and den start bully me,i felt sick; 人心难测！ when i realised tt not because im a new one sO i have to work AND run everything ,i was sick!...some1 help me while some1 push me!...what a reality!!!work off at 3 o'clock in de afternoOn...den...when i heard his cold voice in hp,i was sick to death...as if i totally couldnt breathe!....Y everything have to happen at the same time??.....可以不要说话吗？。。。不想说话！不想说话！我不想发音！！！

hai...i surely forgot all of GO rules already!!!..what did my dad say are all different from my memories of GO i known...die le...den my dad laughed me y suddenly got interest to learn GO,i laughed back and said:'just want to test you la!'...while my mum scolded me non-stop wasting time to take a rest or i can choose 2 go learn English as well...i nodded softly without a word as if im v docile 2 agree wif her....and when she went away,i backed my attention to guide at once...haha...well,sometimes wonder 我这样做到底为了什么？？可是过后又觉得想太多很累，所以就算了。。哈哈。。。forget it...反正尽力就好，我不会后悔。haha...

my waist v pain these day...but i don't have courage 2 tell mum it...trying to imagine how i would tell her if she was there,and what she would nag to me about it all...i couldnt imagine it...where on earth do the words come from??...feel its my own business,as if i can heard what she say to i duno how to look after my health after she knew.....

juz come back from hospital...Ma kept her sound around me from there to here...feel i would be mad some time...regretted i told her tt my waist so pain tt cant wake up in e morn...maybe i should say i juz feel tired to lazy waking up!!!......damn.

im tired!

我欲乘风归去，唯恐君楼玉宇，高处不胜寒。

人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全。但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。

today very unlucky to bump into a selfish women... @#$*%.... She changed from other unknow group...and replaced my friend's position...she said she has working here for 2 years...WHAT an UNBELIEVABLE!!!...to use a shIt woman lk her is the most pOor thing to e company....hu sUch stupid?!!!...wEll,she kept her own batteries on ice didnt use and took away mine ... and den went forwards and told our group leader tat i left working place when i was looking 4 them!!!!!!...What a shiT!!!....after leader scolded me and left,she walked forwards me and passed to me my batteries,smiling:'Oh,sOri,i think it's a mistake tt i take wrong one le.they're urs??'....!!!!!!.....在心里骂了她一遍又一遍，den i smiled back and shooked head:'no,not mine.i go and take new 1 now.'...留下她一个人在原地惊讶。。。谁会要再拿被她这种人碰过的东西？？nEveR！！！！！。。。.my first job,my first time be scolded by leader in working in my life...我一定会报复的！！！！！。。。下一次我要扔掉她的batteries!!!!

These day i seem lk start changing to impatient....very easy to lost my temple at working..always feel depressed and helpless at times....hate me!!!!...im tired.
在工作中认识很多朋友，they're fine ppl,understanding and caring,industrious and generous to a falut....above 20 yrs old at least... feel v comfortable with them....bt wouldn't take a touch as same as before...somethings have happened and left and den died...so i won't believe friendship anymore....em...hehe...ya...i never feel down or sad or what....天下无不散的宴席。。。活着，一笑而过，就好。
hehe....remember a phr:
雪中送炭，惜在真送炭。
祝福只是一份难得的心意。
虚无缥缈。
心意贵，贵在朋友急需的不是真炭的时候。
izzt really cOrrect???.....im tired.

当我们十年后再重逢，心中任是温暖，就是好朋友。不要忘记当年曾经深深爱过你的我，朋友。 暮然回首，才惊觉有些人，有些事，失去了就再也不可能回头了，所谓?覆水难收大概就是如此了。不珍惜当初所拥有的一切，使我失去了太多的感受和经验以及所有的我所爱的朋友。
在开口闭口间，我选择了沉默。以为可以挽回，殊不知这个世界永远人海茫茫。毕竟。终于明白，谁少了谁不可以活？？可是从此，后悔的感觉排山倒海。淹没我，翻覆过去。

went home from work...eyelids r so heavy to lock themselves....actuall today my work r too busy that there's no time to feel tired...feel sleEpy onli...wOke Up at 5pm....it's earlier than when im in school day,even...hehe...one thing only i glad was A called me in last min be4 3pm and made me awake a bit...when i walked out of company and saw Missed call showed in hp,cannt express how did i feel at tt time...haha...Surprised and touched ba...den...today is Sunday,today's salary is count regarding as overtime,tml still have to wake up early,tml nth to do...ya,tml i must to look for some comics and bOoks from bkshOp at pArkway there...there got alot of my fav bks...ok,tt's all le....sleepy.

bB.....nItEz.

Hihi....i finally come back my blog again le.....haha....these two days seemed getting so long and so slow tt as if it has 2 weeks past...hehe...miSs me ba?!!!...haha....i miSs all of you yA sOoooo much when im taking a rest!!!...haha.These day never online...found a job in Ang Mo Kio...find im stupid enough tat look for a job so far from my home...there are 1 hour distance between AMK and UBI alright??....hehe...speechless...hai...its abt a scan handphone job...there's nO chair to sit for us SO i stand working whole day....whole 8 hours can?!!!....OH my MAMA...haha....bt if give me a choice, i absolutely wont choose 2 work as fast food or what...BECAUSE those jobs r too tired no freedom as well and...I wouldn't face ppl ad talk to them in ENG!!haha...NOT BAD!!!.haha,anyway i bumped into nursia in there woking also today...today is her first day ba if im not wrong..haha...same company leh...haha.....sO coincidence hOR!HapPy.=]

Supposed to meet Jas and Xue...but it start raining...till now still havnt stop,even....den jas said tt i am always lk tat,nt on one....hehe...seems very angry hOr...im pologise here to U in public,jas and xue...sorry....as the matter of fact,its cant be controlled by me de alright??...hU crazy enough 2 go outdoor and have fun in a raining day,expecially shopping....which one is better,stay at home OR walk around under the rain??....Even though we have finished discussing on today,anything will be might change all of a sudden,so we have to learn when is a suitable time to change our plan lo....tat is what called ‘随机应变’。(dunO how to translate in english lA)....it's lk when everything around me got changed,den i have to change and accept them as well...=p...haha....rite??...haha

feel lonely as if no1 knows me in this world...hp in slience all day...alOne,alOne,alOne....wUu555......kK...stOp childish here...haha...woke up by my nainai rather early as usual...around 6.00am...walked to EunOs MRT 2 sell ticket....u know hows my english Oral delo....sO all i can reveal r embrass and tired!!!!..den back home,my deaR father gave me a number to interview....when lunch in half way,i immediately rushed out of home cOz i thought i was late...bt after reached Ang mo Kio and started found i made a huge mistake...hehe....i reached there earlier around 1 hour.....haha....everyone walk here walk there and saw me as if never saw...lk tat every1 ignor me....first time realised tat earning money is a not easy thing....haha.....haha....hAi~~~hai~~~

如果一个人在乎另一个人，那无论多困难的事，都会心甘情愿去做的。
如果一个人想念另一个人，那无论多遥远的距离，都是会找的到的。
我试了，发现，这是真的！！！无论友情还是爱情，都是一样的。可是，这个世界感情的事是永远不会平等的。先付出的人永远会觉得患得患失。所以先说‘我爱你’的人总是最痛苦。可是我总是笨到要死，永远是那个按捺不住先说‘喜欢’的人。就像白痴一样，无奈。不过，hehe...我还是觉得主动一点比较好，毕竟当自己知道自己在做什么的时候，会比较安心和脚踏实地吧。

Yesterday went to Jas's chalet...we spent a very happy moment there...hehe...den her sister asked her stay back and Jas ending finally agreed 2 overnight but i didn't want 2....conclution,Jas called her parents come her chalet and sent me back....haha...

Jas>>>haha...darling,i lOve yA... feel so touched after reciving ur message ytd night when i reached home... i just can FEEL what u mean behind each and every word u wrote. so yeah, i know what u mean and they're all truth...=]..*<.MuAcKs>*...HAHA...thank U sO much...dunt thank me 4 everything,cOz u r my gd friend,i cannt accept 2 leave u alone...kK
are you afraid of being alone?
cause i am,
im lost without you...=]....lOvE yA dEePlY!!!!!

A>>>thanks,tOo.