Good-bye and ForeveR

I. Realise there are too many feeling can't be decribed,esp showing in front Of people...

II. I have learnt keeping worries inside,nO longer complain tO people. Even though everyOne has ear to listen,but they don't have heart to understand. Why? Since they have their own worries eagerly waiting for others to listen them as welL... sO that's y i definately nO face tO trouble anyOne again because i seldom listened to them before as well. What i can do is,i must take it easy to the end! For good! haha.

III. Speak to wall easier than tallk tO ppl. really la. No harm to both,at least.

IV. I become quiter more. There have being countless times in class PeiRong asked me y am i so quite juz sit there staring PC. But honestly i don't hate who am i today. i even like it. Feeling relax and peaceful. No need to joy each Other or care others feeling...juz do what i want to do.....

IIV. I think i really improve alot. i mean deep inside. At least loneliness unable to hurt me easily again. Yes,I am quiter now,but what's difference between old and recent me is i didn't know how to talk but now reason is my mouth don't want to open. Oops. =].

Stay happy foreveRR!!

I miss 5 Of yOu!! Really! =]

14/7/2005

In Past,I Thought I Possess Everything In This World Such As Wealth And Happiness Till Nowaday,I Finally Realise tt Other Than My Parent,i Have Nothing!

Anyway, When i thOught everything endED in a dark way,she said she treats me as her BEST friend! Me Only and Only Me! I'm DIFFERENT for her!! YES!! Feeling is sO greatful!! I believe she reaLly mean iT. I BELIEVE!!! =] Even if nOthing will be same again,If bOth of us treatsure each other WELL den E histroy doesn't matter anymore,I dOn't believE we cannOt b3 friend again!!! Haha. Our Friendship must becOme mOre greater than we used to be'cOz the pain i experienced taught me hOw to be be more Understanding & tc of fri3nd's sOUl in heart!!

Everything is Okay In The End...

Look back the most important thing happened last year for me was there are 5 of friends appear in my life and alot of uncountable memories and laughters they gave me during tt year. If without them standin by my side to be my friends,i can't image how my sec4 would be looks like. Thanks God lent me to know them. Therefore,no matter what happen in the future,i can't forget them.
Till now i start 2 realise tt i created this blog maybe really is a correct way to record e past,whatever happy or pain,they're precious 4 me, forever. haha.
Thank You!

这种自导自演的日子。
没有共鸣，没有对敌，没有朋友，连个呼吸声都寻获无踪。早晚会得精神分裂症。感觉自己已经颓废。

L3t mE sl3ep tiIL painS gOn3

Juz Say what you want tO say

为什么女性要负责生育，经历撕心裂肺的产痛，还要被视为弱者？ 如果纯粹是弱者倒也罢了，受强者保护，不食人间烟火，理应如此。可偏偏事与愿违的，不少。
一名女性在怀孕期间被丈夫抛弃，男子振振有辞，释曰：下身难耐。
一妙龄女子被不幸施暴，受尽非人虐待，侥幸解救后，返家后，坠入另一种心灵虐待，受尽家人及社会的鄙视。
这是什么世界？
曾看到有一则留言道：请用心谅解接受那些不幸的女孩。语气诚恳，可措词实在可笑。何来谅解何来接受？她们做错了吗？她们是受害者本应受到更多的呵护和照顾，如果经济不允许，也必须当作一名普通的女孩平平凡凡的成长老逝。
不幸不代表未来的一生将坎坷。坎坷全是社会人心给的承重压力。
可事实是什么？。。。只觉得心痛！！！
这个病态的人心，病态的社会，何时男女可以真正平等？

思定则情忘，
体虚则气运，
心死则神活，
阳盛则阴消。